くビチの毎日★

2009-11-21T20:04:00.000-08:00

迷的サイバネティックス
By Luka

欲のまま繰り返し進化したその都
まるで積み上げられた積み木のように
崩れそう

争いが武器を生み出して
武器がまた争いを生んで無限ループ
咲き誇る花、踏みつけられて
枯れゆく姿さえ影に埋もれた

”助けて下さい”と
意思の持つ都は声を上げ

気付いて下さい、早いうちに

欲のまま繰り返し進化したその都

繁栄が堕落への道ならば
明日も静かにまた破滅へと向かう

”助けて下さい”と
意思の持つ都は声を上げ

気付いて下さい、早いうちに

争いが武器を生み出して
武器がまた争いを生んで無限ループ
咲き誇る花、踏みつけられて
枯れゆく姿さえ影に埋もれた

”助けて下さい”と
意思の持つ都は声を上げ

気付いて下さい、早いうちに

愛したいなんて思えないのならそれでもいい
せめて迷って下さい、早いうちに

灰が降るその前に

-----くビチ★

2009-11-21T20:00:00.000-08:00

Transient Future
By Luka

遠ざかってゆく穏やかな過去
風運ぶ止まったままの時計
透明な道、色付かぬ夢
崩れた昨日は変わらない明日

もう一度穏やかで愛溢れた日々を望んだ
傷が消えなくて
もう二度と触れられない暖かな光
今でも覚えている

儚くも存在する未来は
いつか通り過ぎてゆく過去
羽ばたいて大空消えた夢は
遠く見えなくても

流れる時間だけ表れた真実
失うものが多くなったけれど

もう一度穏やかで愛溢れた日々を望んだ
傷が消えなくて
もう二度と触れられない暖かな光
今でも覚えている

儚くも存在する未来は
いつか通り過ぎてゆく過去
羽ばたいて大空消えた夢は
遠く見えない

いつまでも戦う理由は胸に秘め
どうか声届くようにと
新しい花束添えて願う
明日が色付いてゆく

巡る想い抱いて

-----くビチ★

2009-11-21T19:49:00.002-08:00

星屑ユートピア
By Luka

今日も夜空に浮かべた非現実の中
真っ黒なキャンバスに星を描く

静寂、巡る本能と縋るべき何か
また響き渡る天使の叫び

奏でる悲鳴は背徳の調べ
綺麗な星空を切り裂いて降らせた涙

舞い踊る星屑眺めた夜は
まだ笑ってた
泣いていた
息をしていた

静寂、流れる時間と守るべき何か
映り込んだ不安と歪な月

描いた希望は無彩色の花
届かぬ星空見上げて

零れてしまいそうな星屑
消えてしまわぬように守ってた
願ってた
幸せだった

もしも空が剥がれ落ちても
何度でも塗り潰せるから
この螺旋の中

奏でる悲鳴は背徳の調べ
綺麗な星空を切り裂いて降らせた涙

輝いた想い

舞い踊る星屑描いたこの理想郷で
笑ってる
泣いている
生きている

今日もまた夜空に描いた非現実
何もかも逃れようのない現実

-----くビチ★

2009-11-21T19:49:00.001-08:00

Desire
By Luka

降り注ぐ光、遮られた
無いもの強請りの欲望
愛してるなんて簡単に言うけど
言葉は何時も上辺だけだったり

君が私を支配している
もう苦しめないで下さい
それでもまだ此処に居るのなら早く抱いて下さい
一度だけでも

触れた指先は温かく
だけど愛の無い戯び事
ゆらりゆらゆら揺れる想いは
静かに押し殺すから

降り注ぐ光、遮られた
無いもの強請りの欲望
声を聞く度、戻れなくなって
そんな恐怖を笑ってやり過ごせたなら

何時も何時も同じだった
散らばってる愛を拾い集めて
すぐに壊れるニセモノだと思っていた
本当の愛を探し
本当の愛とは何なのか
本当は何も知らず
愛していないのは私だった

君が私を支配している
もう苦しめないで下さい
それでもまだ此処に居るのなら早く抱いて下さい

触れた指先は温かく
だけど愛の無い戯び事
ゆらりゆらゆら揺れる想いは
静かに押し殺すから

触れた指先は温かく
いつか大切だと思えるのかな
愛したい、愛されたい
今はただの戯び事でも

-----くビチ★

2009-11-15T01:42:00.000-08:00

蜃気楼のジャンナ (Shinkirou no Janna)
By がくぽ

艶やか　蝶の翅
ひらりひらり　手招きのよう
煙燻らせて
「君をずっと待っていたよ」

月に照らされて
奥へと誘うアラベスク
この手に触れて　さあ
はじまる楽園の饗宴

乾き癒せぬほど
甘い蜜を　注いで満たして
君を惑わす

yallah!
割れるグラス　気にもせず
狂おしく踊ろう
yallah!
廻る星は　永遠に
明けぬ夜に生きよう

灼熱の砂漠も忘れて
蜃気楼の宮殿
出口などないから
ここで二人　溶けてゆこう

もう二度と帰らぬ太陽
千夜一夜物語る　貴女の声無くし

白絹を想わす　君の素肌
唇で散らす　紅い花弁

yallah!
誘うライン　なぞる指
焦がれていく　鼓動
yallah!
月は沈み　また昇る
続く紫の諧調

yallah!
見果てぬ欲望(ゆめ)　咲き乱れ
狂おしく踊ろう
yallah!
廻る星は　永遠に
明けぬ夜に逝きよう

adeyaka chou no hane
hirari hirari temaneki no you
kemuri kuyura sete
' kimi o zutto matte i ta yo '

tsuki ni terasa re te
oku he to sasou arabesuku
kono te ni fure te saa
hajimaru rakuen no kyouen

kawaki iyase nu hodo
amai mitsu o sosoi de mitashi te
kimi o madowasu

yallah!
wareru gurasu ki ni mo se zu
kuruoshiku odoro u
yallah!
meguru hoshi ha eien ni
ake nu yoru ni ikiyo u

shakunetsu no sabaku mo wasure te
shinkirou no kyuuden
deguchi nado nai kara
koko de futari toke te yuko u

mou nidoto kaera nu taiyou
sen ya ichi ya monogataru anata no koe naku shi

shiro kinu o omowa su kimi no suhada
kuchibiru de chirasu akai hanabira

yallah!
sasou rain nazoru yubi
kogare te iku kodou
yallah!
tsuki ha shizumi mata noboru
tsuduku murasaki no kaichou

yallah!
mi hate nu yume sakimidare
kuruoshiku odoro u
yallah!
meguru hoshi ha eien ni
ake nu yoru ni yuki you

Probaly had some mistakes but screw that =.=

-----くビチ★

2009-11-11T02:07:00.000-08:00

Mm..today was pretty shit -w-
so bored yo
but oh well ;D
time for lyrics that i couldnt find and had to type out =.=

ワールドイズマイン
World is Mine
By KAITO

WORLD IS MINE

sekai de ichi-ban Ohime-sama
wakatte ru kara
omae wa ore no
yome

sono-ichi
so-ieba kami kitta?
sukoshi dake nadete yaru

sono-ni
atarashii heel ?
sore kekkou iine

sono-san
omae no hitokoto niwa,
yokei na kotoba nante iranai daro?

soreja hora, migite ga aiten dakara,
tewo tsunagou ka?
sonna, tsuyo gatteru kotomo
wakatte rusa
dakara shinpai sunna
kyoumo kyou tote KAWAII ne

sekai de ichi-ban Ohime-sama
youbou wa? hai, hai
ima iku kara samishi garu nayo
ore wo ittai dare dato omotten da?
omae no knight dazo
mina made yuna, pudding nara
reizouko da

nh~
Check one two...
Ah~

fuman mo, monku iudake muda da
sore ga aitsu no subete
souda! aitsu ga hoshi gatteta fuku nan dattakke...?
nh? nan dayo? shiroi ouma-san?
shikata nai na
ote wo totte
merry-go-round
ima dakewa korede gaman shite yo
princess?
sonna tsuyo gatteru kotomo wakatte rusa
souka. soko made iu nara,
ni-san-kai kozuite yari masu yo?
sekai de omae dake no Ouji-sama
garaja nai ga demo
man zara warui kimo shinai
kore dake ai sareteru omae nara
itsuka wa, hora
kiga tsuku to shinji teru
...「kimi 」 no koto ?
...subete
wakatte nai
...wakari wa shinai

ichigo no notta shortcake
kodawari tamago no torokeru pudding
reizouko no naka nemutta mama
kore bakkari wa tameiki da
souda, omae wa yareba dekiru
dakara kakugo site oku yo
touzen daro! datte omae wa

sekai de ore dake no Ohime-sama
chanto miteru kara
dokoka ni iku nante nai sa
tama niwa, sotto sobade daki shimeru
"hikareru. abunai yo"
yappa chotto terete kakusu
...ore no houni hikareru daro?

nh~
You love me?
Ah~

Whee kaito version =D
would be so awesome if gakupo sang it...-w-

-----くビチ★

2009-11-10T02:24:00.000-08:00

Happy mood today ;D
super high on...pretz+mayonnaise? -w-
ANYWAYS
uploading Fullchin Boogie lyrics cuz no one has
i need a life =.=
spent like an hour trying to work out the romaji and type out the kanji
yiu i reli need a life =.=
ANYWAYS here it is ;D
its the トゥライxじゃっく with ジギル version and ちょうちょ's end bit XD

フルチン☆ブギ
By トゥライxじゃっく with ジギル
トゥライ+じゃっく+ジギル
トゥライwith ジギル
じゃっく with ジギル

パパのグラサンで
今夜も決めるさロケンロー
ママに捕まっちゃ
ゲームは終わりさスパンキング
お風呂上りはサイコー　ハダカのステージ　カモンナーウ!

レッツゴーバディ　さぁはじまる　バスタオル片手にぶら下げ　
ドゥドゥビドゥビ　ショウタイムさ　走り回るスターのように

サンデーマンデーチューズデー
ウェンズデー　サーズデー　イェー　まだまだ続くぜ
フライデー　サタデー　終らないのさ

フルチン☆ブギ　フルチン☆ブギ　
フルチン☆ブギ　フルチン☆ブギ　イェーイ
裸のキングだぜ　ママにはギャングさ　ノーノノー

フルチン☆ブギ　フルチン☆ブギ　
フルチン☆ブギ　フルチン☆ブギ　イェーイ
裸のキングだぜ　パパのはビッグさ　ゴーゴゴー

あらヨショ
ズボンもねぇ！パンツもねぇ！
サイズもそれほど大きくねぇ！
タオルもねぇ！葉っぱもねぇ！
○ソ○ソ毎日ぶーらぶら！

あともうすこし
１００まで数えてゲットアウト
いつも浸かりすぎ　
ゆでダコ気分さ　フローティング
バスルームから発進　カウントダウンだ　３・２・１!

カモンバーディ　準備はＯＫ　髪の毛濡れてるの気にせず
ドゥドゥビドゥビ　無敵のステージ　暴れまくるスターのように　

サンデーマンデーチューズデー
ウェンズデー　サーズデー　イェー　まだまだ続くぜ
フライデー　サタデー　終らないのさ

フルチン☆ブギ　フルチン☆ブギ　
フルチン☆ブギ　フルチン☆ブギ　イェーイ
裸のキングだぜ　小さなギャングさ　ウーウウー

フルチン☆ブギ　フルチン☆ブギ　
フルチン☆ブギ　フルチン☆ブギ　イェーイ
裸のキングだぜ　将来ビッグさ　グーググー

父ちゃん　母ちゃん
オラが東京に出てから
もう２０年
今じゃすっかり
立派になっちまってよ
小さい頃約束したよな
大きくなったらきっと…
きっと…って
なぁ父ちゃん
そして母ちゃん
今度そっち帰るからさ
立派になったオラを
見てほしいんだ

エブリバーディ　みんなでダンシング　踊ろうぜ世界をまわそう
ドゥドゥビドゥビ　ロケンローピーポー　燃え尽きろスターのように　

サンデーマンデーチューズデー
ウェンズデー　サーズデー　イェー　まだまだ続くぜ
フライデー　サタデー　終らないのさ

フルチン☆ブギ　フルチン☆ブギ　
フルチン☆ブギ　フルチン☆ブギ　イェーイ
裸のキングだぜ　ママにはギャングさ　ノーノノー

フルチン☆ブギ　フルチン☆ブギ　
フルチン☆ブギ　フルチン☆ブギ　イェーイ
裸のキングだぜ　パパのはビッグさ　ゴーゴゴー

フルチン☆ブギ (フルチン☆フルチン)　フルチン☆ブギ (フルチン☆フルチン)　　
フルチン☆ブギ (フルチン☆フルチン)　　フルチン☆ブギイェーイ
裸のキングだぜ　将来ビッグさ
モテモテだぜ　ママ似のベイビー
10年後は　パパにも負けない　男さっ　

センキュー☆

お前ら頭悪いな

Fullchin Boogie
By Touraix Jack with Jigiru
Tourai + Jack + Jigiru
Tourai with Jigiru
Jack with Jigiru

papa no gurasan de
konya mo kimeru sa rokenroo
mama ni tsukamaccha
geemu ha owari sa supan kingu
o furo ageri ha saikoo hadaka no suteeji kamonnaau!

rettsugoo badi saa hajimaru basu taoru katate ni burasage
do-do-bi-do-bi shoutaimu sa hashirimawaru sutaa no you ni

Sandee Mandee Chuuzudee
Wenzudee Saazudee iee madamada tsuduku ze
Furaidee Satadee owara nai no sa

furuchin bugi furuchin bugi
furuchin bugi furuchin bugi yay
hadaka no kingu da ze mama ni ha gyangu sa noo no noo

furuchin bugi furuchin bugi
furuchin bugi furuchin bugi yay
hadaka no kingu da ze papa no ha biggu sa googogoo

ara yosho
zubon mo nee! Pantsu mo nee!
saizu mo sore hodo ookiku nee!
taoru mo nee! happa mo nee!
son son mainichi buura bura

a tomou sukoshi
100 made kazoe te gettoauto
itsumo tsukari sugi
yudedako kibun sa furootingu
basu ruumu kara hasshin kauntodaun da 3. 2. 1!

kamonbaadi junbi ha OK kaminoke nure teru no ki ni se zu
do-do-bi-do-bi muteki no suteeji abaremakuru sutaa no you ni

Sandee Mandee Chuuzudee
Wenzudee Saazudee iee madamada tsuduku ze
Furaidee Satadee owara nai no sa

furuchin bugi furuchin bugi
furuchin bugi furuchin bugi yay
hadaka no kingu da ze chiisana gyangu sa u-u-uuu

furuchin bugi furuchin bugi
furuchin bugi furuchin bugi yay
hadaka no kingu da ze shourai biggu sa guuguguu

touchan kaachan
ora ga toukyou ni de te kara
mou 20 nen
ima ja sukkari
rippa ni nacchimatte yo
chiisai koro yakusoku shi ta yo na
ookiku nattara kitto...
kitto...tte
na touchansoshite kaachan
kondo socchi kaeru kara sa
rippa ni natta ora o
mi te hoshii n da

eburibaadi minna de danshingu odoro u ze sekai o mawaso u
do-do-bi-do-bi rokenroopiipoo moetsukiro sutaa no you ni

Sandee Mandee Chuuzudee
Wenzudee Saazudee iee madamada tsuduku ze
Furaidee Satadee owara nai no sa

furuchin bugi furuchin bugi
furuchin bugi furuchin bugi yay
hadaka no kingu da ze mama ni ha gyangu sa noo no noo

furuchin bugi furuchin bugi
furuchin bugi furuchin bugi yay
hadaka no kingu da ze papa no ha biggu sa googogoo

furuchin bugi (furuchin furuchin) furuchin bugi (furuchin furuchin)
furuchin bugi (furuchin furuchin) furuchin bugi yay (yay~)
hadaka no kingu da ze shourai biggu sa
motemote da ze mama ni no beibii
10 nen go ha papa ni mo make nai otoko sa?

zenkyuu

(omaera atama warui na)

So fcking colourful right?
im so awesome -w-

-----くビチ★

2009-11-09T06:24:00.000-08:00

Bah....
today was boring
and kinda fun
and fran needs to stop sleeping
anyways..lyrics for awesome songs -w-
HERE COMES DESPAIR ;D

Despair Lyrics
By Miku

namida ha muimi ni kotoba ha zouo ni
todoka nainaraba kie teshimaebaiiyo

me wo rake reba
genjitsu

bokura ha shitte ru kibou nante nai to
tashikani kiko eta kimi no kie ru oto

kioku ha doko kani ishiki ha kurayami
todoka nainaraba sute teshimaebaiiyo

me wo rake reba
genjitsu

tashika namononado nani hitotsu nai yo
subete ga yura ide ima ga dekite iru

-SCREAM-

kie teku iki teru nanno imi mo nai
subete ga yura ide ima ga dekite iru

bokura ha shitte ru kibou nante nai to
tashikani kiko eta kimi no kie ru oto

-----くビチ★

-For a Dead Girl+

2009-11-07T23:42:00.001-08:00

Since no one has posted the lyrics yet -w-
I SHALL POST THEM
spent ages typing all of it out into romaji
some are probaly separated wrong but..oh well =D

For a Dead Girl Lyrics
vocal : Megurine Luka

anata ga umareta
koto ni tsuite boku wa iu
gisei to koukai naki koe ni
kaki kesareteruno?
touku naru kokoro e to
hakisuteta

katachi wa nai kotae wa nai
boku wa shitta koccha nai
sensai na kinuito ni
kuroi shizuku ochiru
nakigao ni tsuki tsuketa
hiniku to yasashisa ga

tada kobore ochi
koko ni atta
soushitsukan

anata ga eranda
sekai ni tsuite boka wa iu
kurakute kasunda menomae no
keshi wa dou mieru?

kaeritai
soredake wa yurusare nai

kotoba kara afuredeta
itsuwari no shiawase
nakidashita koufukukan
akaku somaru namida
konagona ni kudakareru
hou ga mada utsukushii

tada mo tomeatta
soko ni atta
soushitsukan

boku wa naita
naki tsureta
nanika kieta

katachi wa nai kotae wa nai
boku wa shitta kocchanai
sensai na kinuito ni
kuroi shizuku ochiru
nakigao ni tsuki tsuketa
hiniku to yasashisa ga

tada kobore ochi
koko ni atta
soushitsukan

-scream-

Time to go to maths work frm home
and cont with my sad life -w-

-----くビチ
yes i change my name alot, get used to it -w-

-RIP-

2009-10-26T00:58:00.000-07:00

blog dead again -w-
spending time on gaming all the time now XD
OROCHI ♥
CRISIS CORE ♥
大公望最高★

and mm yea -w-
inuyasha and 07-ghost ♥

dam i need a life =.=

-----キモッウ★

REBORN☆

2009-10-18T07:39:00.000-07:00

WHEE BLOG REBORN YO XD
yes i shall revive it by posting on crap -w-
lets hope it works XD

Ma...well...im back for the moment ;D
returned to blogging outta boredom -w-

-----キモッウ★

2009-06-05T06:36:00.002-07:00

yes my third lover is china from APH ♥
second lover = chaos from jeaklkb
HE IS LOVEEE ♥
still lovin' you [chaos version] = TEH ULTIMATE

k NOW i can post ;D
lets start with ruki's sexy face and my new lover's face ;D

LIST OF THINGS I WILL FCKING DO WHEN EXAM IS OVER
(not in any particular order)
1. keep leveling like a fucker on that chinese game
2. go back to audi...? ;D
3. start practicing guitar again ;)
4. pig out on sushi ;DD
5. bust the game time crisis
6. dye hair some gay colour and act like a hobo
7. get ear piercings and be FCKING GANSTA BABY ♥
8. burn revision notes ;)
9. learn japanese ;D
10. get frd to buy DIM on the day its out
11. get a new dicky since my old one apparently got stuck in a machine
12. SLEEP FOR 10 DAYS ;D
13. dont do anything productive for 2 months ;)
14. DRAW AOONI ♥
15. be gay ♥
heaps of other shit i cant be bothered mentioning
oh yea..getting an iTouch ;3
I HOPE ♥

RUKI♥

-----カエデ★

2009-06-05T06:36:00.001-07:00

44th post ;D
means bad luck
so i wont post anything
;)

2009-04-20T04:27:00.000-07:00

Been doing quizzes all day bcuz im SO DAM BORED
and most results end up with people who are retarded and hyper=.=
a.k.a. Ruki, Aoi, Kyo, Miyavi, Toshiya =.=

and apparently..the following description matches be bcuz its based on my personality..o.o
It was the results for the quiz "Which the GazettE member would you fit with"

"You are mature and see things on a deeper level than most people. In a man you seek someone who is comforting and understanding, and someone whom you may comfort and understand. Ruki's personality is very flamboyant, and as he looks for the typical "good" girl, his match would be you.
However you are also very organized and caring, which would fit with Ruki, the neat-freak of the band.
This doesn't mean that you're quiet or shy, but you certainly aren't the type to randomly play spin-the-bottle when you're bored or shack out at a random guy's house over the weekend. Ruki adores this type of person, and his personality, which is semi-easily irritated and quite the "prince-complex", would be drawn without question to yours."

ma..sounds like the opposite of me o.o
MATURE? ROFL XDD
i dun think so man o.o''
or maybe...
I AM SECRETLY VERY MATURE AND DEEP THINKING XDD
*looks hopeful*

and apparently..my personality is like reita =.=
i wonder..maybe thats why i fit with ruki cuz its ruki x reita o.o''

-----カエデ★

2009-04-14T04:23:00.000-07:00

RUKI'S NEW LOOKS IS SEXY
S-E-X-Y
;3333

so fcking dam sexy yea? =D

oh yea i got a new haircut
YES IM LIKE BALD AT ZE BACK T.T

-UGLY PICTURE HAS BEEN REMOVED =D -

Yes and for the safety of ur eyes, i have coloured my face in =D
you might go blind if u see my ugly face =]

OH YES I HAVE ALMOST THE SAME GLASSES AS RUKI
and i realise how small my eyes are without eye liner =.=
kuso~~~
BEEN HEADACHING FOR 3 FUCKING DAYS no thanks to...HISTORY REVISION DD;

seriously..
DIU IT MAN D;

im so gonna eat my revision notes after exam D;

and once more i must say
RUKI IS SO FUCKING SEXY
S-E-X-Y

He looks abit..weird here BUT STILL
ME LIEKS =D
but i think he's sexier with glasses on ._.''

Off to go out and take a walk by myself =.=
been thinking about stuff lately...taking a walk is calming..?
hope that it will calm my mind and my fucking headache even though its fucking hot outside.

HE IS SO SEXY
ONE MORE TIME BABY
S-E-X-Y

-----カエデ★

2009-04-13T07:33:00.001-07:00

Whee~~ stalked miyavi's blog 2day XDD
ZOMG i just realised how dam smexy he is ;3

urh..i was ABOUT to post his NEW look up..
but i found this one smexier o.o''
actually im not sure if its even miyavi ;x
ma...looks like him =]

ITS OK IM STILL LOYAL TO RUKI ♥
*nods*

I'll be happy knowing he's the last thing i set my eyes on b4 i die Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ
*fan girl scream*

ew..no way=.=
i never scream o.o''

woops this post has turned into a ruki spam time x.x
AH HE'S DA BOMB MAN <3>and its sushi face's last day 2day x.x
YES SUSHI FACE I'LL MISS U TOO （ToT）

Pussy face dun be jealous lah~~
i only love u ;3
YES im sorry for dancing with guava in club ―(T_T)→

AND YES KAKI, DONTEN BEATS SHURA =DD
-that was gintama talk-

ah ah i wanna go eat sushi...
i want ruki to feed me sushi...
i want to feed ruki to myself x.x''

ohohohoho~~

Moriki stop emu-ing
(no that was not a typo, its my new word)

THIS POST IS USELESSLY GETTING FUCKING LONG
ONE MORE PIC B4 I FUCK OFF

-Runs off to watch Aoi strip- Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

------カエデ★

2009-04-11T23:28:00.000-07:00

ah...
finally passed 1m on Be My Lover 135bpm in AuditionSEA
feel closer to Rachel now o.o''
New High Score : 1222765
i did some reli stupid mistakes =.=''

ok...for you the score may be pretty crap
pretty crap to me if i think about it x.x''
but ah well, my best so far=.=
and i realised, i dun play well with ppl in the room, got fucking 600k on this yesterday for some fuck ass gay FAM
pwnt their requirement by 300k and they kick me today=.=
DIU MOTHER FUCKERS

Revising bio 2day..gayness =.=
and me lieks my new layout =D

GINTAMA FTW ♥ROFL its so dam random and Gintoki is ♥
Tsura is ♥ too >w<
Its gay how Tsura currently has long hair and Hijikata has short hair when Tsura looks nicer with short hair and Hijikata looks better with long=.=
And i realised i should revise in my room
As Ruki's face is too sexy on my wall i cant stop looking at it ♥Oh yes Ruki is Sexy ♥

-----カエデ★

2009-04-06T20:02:00.000-07:00

oh yes
my new blog layout is so sexy
=D

me lieks miyabi's dress O;

Miyavi should have announced his wedding alr x.x

HAPPY WEDDING MIYAVI~~~~

time for some sexy miyavi pictures to spread ze miyavi-ismz =]

If you think abt it..he's actually pretty smexy x.x
but i liked him better when he still had his hair on =.=

-----カエデ★

2009-04-01T04:30:00.000-07:00

APRIL FOOL'S DAY 2DAY =DD

and no fran..i dont have a dick, im sorry x.x

...
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...
...
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mm.......
what to talk abt...
ah yes..i chopped my own hair..AGAIN, 2day

chopped like SO MUCH off D=
like...6 cm i think?
now i look like a bowl head=.=

GETTING HAIRCUT IN SATURDAY
OH YES BABY

i wanna get reita hair..inspiration frm some youtube dude
from long back short =D
right long left short =D

its ideal for mah piercings x.x
since imma focus on the left ear XD

7 days until FWAHAHA's birthday YAY~~~~

ur 16 soon and can legally have sex =D

I WANNA GET A FUCKING LIP PIERCING ARGHHHH

*starts screaming like LEECH*

enough bull shitting for 2day =]

i shall go revise fucking Balzac

Oh yes...reading about how the narrator had a wet dream and how he wanted to rape his best friends girlfriend...very nice eh?

Until your distress sleeps, fill me up with your grief

-----カエデ★

2009-03-29T04:44:00.000-07:00

im so FUCKING bored imma do another quiz
100 truths this time

001. Real Name : -coughs- thats private =]
002. Nickname(s) : salliiieeeee, ping ping, salleh, sableh, shallie, kaede, retard (majority by fran)
003. Age: 16
004. Zodiac Sign : Capricorn
005. Male or Female : female. (hey ppl, no holding up protest signs x.x)
006. Elementary : DBIS
007. Middle School : WIS
008. High School : WIS?
009. College : -
010. Hair Colour : brownish..? black roots growing out T.T will be some weird colour in summer
011. Long or Short : short-ish
012. Loud or Quiet : quiet..? =]
013. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans
014. Phone or Camera : Phone
015. Health Freak : LOL TOTALLY
016. Drink or Smoke : smoke x.x
017. Do you have a crush on someone : OH YEA RUKI <3
018. Eat or Drink : drink
019. Piercings : OH YEA <3
020. Tattoos : maybe?
021. Social or Anti-Social: anti-social =]
022. Righty or lefty: righty ;3

Firsts
023. First Piercing : 5 years go, on both ears x.x
024. First Best Friend : Christine =]
025. First Award : Primary 3
026. First Relationship: mm..=]
027. First Kiss: =]
028. First Pet :12 hamsters in heaven =D
029. First Big Vacation : mm....to..Paris like..9 years ago?
030. First Big Birthday : Primary 3
031. First Love at first sight: RUKI OH YEA <3
032. First Surgery: urh..small one is 4 years ago, big one is 2 years ago D; (fran stop laughing)
033. First sport you joined: netball

Currently
034. Orange or Apple juice: orange juice, i think apple juice looks and tastes like piss x.x
035. Rock or Rap: GAZEROCK<3
036. Country or Screamo: Screamo baby <3
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: none=.=
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Christina Aguilera
039. Night or Day: Day..? - extreme fear of the dark
040. Sun or Moon: Sun - moon = horrow stories D;
041. TV or Internet: internet =]
042. Playstation or xbox: BOTH <3
043. Kiss or hug: depends frm who =]
044. Iguana or turtle: mm?
045. Spider or bee: ew, neither, they can both kill each other
046. Fall or spring: fall
047. Limewire or iTunes: itunes
048. Soccer or baseball: ew sports, no
049. Eating : MENTOS sour mix ;3
050. Drinking : saliva..? OH YEA AMYLASE <3
051. Excitement level: zero? extreme sleepyness
052. I'm about to : continue watching Repeated Countless Error concert OR revise
053. Listening to : Filth in the Beauty - the GazettE
054. Plans for today : uhm..sleep in a few hours?
055. Waiting for : sleep=.=
056. Energy Level: negative D;
057. Thinking of someone: yes =] RUKI =D

Future
058. Want kids ? - ew no, i'll like kill them
059. Want to get married ? - urh... with a certain SOMEONE in heaven or RUKI or JUI or any other jrock ppl i like XD
060. When? - mm...
061. How many kids do you want? - zero =.=
062. Any name on the mind? - mm? mmmm... dno x.x phil?
063. Careers in mind? - human resource managemet...PSC manager MUAHAHA =D
064. What did you want to do? - mm..anything to do with money
065. Mellow future or wild? - both..i gt 2 routes to choose frm XD
066. Something you would never try: - uhm..anything adventurous/dangerous
067. When do you want to die: before i turn old and start falling apart?

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like
068. Lips or Eyes ? - omg both o.o'
069. Romantic or Funny? - funny..most likely romantic too XD
070. Shorter or Taller ? - shorter D;
071. Protective or Caring? - caring...?
072. Romantic or Spontaneous ? - idk x.x
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms ? - NICE BODY <3 and face..and voice..and everything =D
074. Sensitive or Loud ? - sensitive...?
075. Hook-up or Relationship ? - dunno LOL
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant ? - mm...no idea
077. Muscular or normal? - normal

Have you ever
078. Kissed a stranger: ROFL wtf, no way
079. Broken a bone: YES T.T (fran dun laugh)
080. Lost glasses or contacts : urh...dun rmb
081. Ran away from home : no=.=
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence : no o.o''
083. Killed somebody : LOL, always wanted to
084. Broken someone's heart : =]
085. Been arrested : =.=diu, no
087. Cried when someone died : mm yea...like...3 weeks after that someone died x.x
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: no =.=

Do you believe in
089. Yourself : OH YEA <3 I ROCK
090. Miracles : no
091. Love at first sight : thats only..urh..desire?
092. Heaven : probaly?
093. Santa Claus : no
094. Tooth Fairy : no
095. Kiss on the first date : mm probaly not
096. Angels: yea probaly..?

Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now ? - yes =]
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now ? - no=.=
099. Do you believe in God ? - no

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people: mm...cant be bothered to tag.

2009-03-28T01:00:00.001-07:00

TO PEOPLE WHO ARE TAGGED, QUIZZES ARE BELOW THIS POST

gaaahz bored
comp kept dieing =.=
while comp was restoring..took some pics of my VK mags MUAHAHAHAHA
why i didnt scan them?
bcuz my scanner is gay
gayer than me, and that means alot.

yes i dun have THAT much but this is fairly ok..i think x.x

wanna see inside these mags?
OK XDD
lets start with...the guren cover one XD 2008 March SHOXX

uru looks sexy...VERY sexy =DD

ok time for a group one..i didnt like the other ones ;x

ruki looks gooooood ;3
thats only cuz u cant see the gems stuck on his face x.x

ok time for The GazettE in YOYOGI one XDD
its the Repeated Countless Error Photos

RUKI <333

URUHA XDD dun reli liek his looks here o.o''

TEAM <33 Kai's hand has been raped x.x

Ok..there's something nice in the an cafe SHOXX mag

OH YES, i reli want these 2 editions..didnt find them =.=
ignore my cure magazine behind it XD

and there's a VERY nice gaze pic in the 2008 yearbook ;D
that's the pink neo genesis one x.x cost me FIAKING lot

LOOKS GOOOOOOOD ;33

okok now..lets open the 2 DNC cover magazine ;D
dun remember which is from which=.=
they had practically the same stuff in them

DARK vidoll... o.o''
i like how rame looks ;3

time for some DNC shld i say?

ruki in fool's mate ;3
I CAN STARE AT THIS PAGE FOREVER <3

and ruki in SHOXX XD
i like both looks ;3
though the fool's mate one looks nicer with brown hair o.o''

URUHA XDD frm SHOXX i think....

and frm SHOXX again ;3

gaze are looking better and better - thats not a lie
even though i didnt reli like the RCE looks x.x

enough shiet for 2day =]

-----カエデ★

2009-03-26T05:43:00.000-07:00

Put your music player on shuffle.

2. Press forward for each question.

3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.

NO CHEATING!

How are you feeling today? 恋愛ジャンキ→ (Ren'ai Junkie) - デンジャー☆ギャング (Danger Gang)

Will you get far in life? 情景の彼方 (Joukei no Kanata) - デンジャー☆ギャング (Danger Gang)
: iTunes are u sure ur shuffle is working? ._.''

How do your friends see you? DISCHARGE - ガゼット(the Gazette) : uhm..?=.=

Will you get married? Regret - ガゼット(the Gazette) : ROFL

What's the story of your life like? Baretta - ガゼット(the Gazette) : ._.''

What's secondary school life like? Silent - Kisaki Project

How can you get ahead in life? Bath Room - ガゼット(the Gazette) : LOLOLOL

How do you feel about your friends? Ryuusei Rocket (Shooting Star Rocket) - アンティック-珈琲店-(An Cafe)

Describe them. BLADE CHORD - Abingdon Boys School

What's tomorrow gonna be like? RAINBOWS - アリス九號.(Alice Nine.)

What's in store for the weekend? Cloud - ヴィドール(Vidoll) : yay more rain?

Describe yourself. 古びた写真 (Furubita Shashin) - ギルガメッシュ, (Girugamesh) : dam..old photo?=.=

Describe your parents. Rich Excrement - ガゼット(the Gazette) : ZOMG LOL WTF?

How's your life going? Rebirth+Reverse - Abingdon Boys School : life turning around eh?

What song will they play at your funeral? Suicide Gemini - Phantasmagoria : urh..does that mean i die by commiting suicide?

How does the world see you? 舐～Zetsu～ - ガゼット(the Gazette) : =.='''''''

Will you have a happy life? Hyena - ガゼット(the Gazette) : i take that as wild?

What do your friends really think of you? Samurai - デンジャー☆ギャング (Danger Gang) : LOLOL ME? A SAMURAI? XDD

Do people secretly lust after you? shine more - Namie Amuro : i take that as a no XDD

How do I make myself happy? SWALLOW TAIL ON DEATH VALLEY - ガゼット(the Gazette) : i like watching birds fly?

What should you do with your life? Distorted Daytime - ガゼット(the Gazette) : i shld become a night animal? >_>

Will you have children? 曖昧な味覚 (Aimai na Mikaku) - ギルガメッシュ, (Girugamesh) : ew no, i hate kids >_>

-----カエデ★

2009-03-25T07:04:00.000-07:00

DISTRESS AND COMA RELEASE - EVERYONE GO TO UR NEAREST STORE AND BUY IT NOWWW

so bored im doing another quiz x.x
snatched it off rachel <33

MY BOY SIDE

[x] you love hoodies

[x] you love jeans

[x] dogs are better than cats

[ ] its hilarious when people get hurt

[x] you've played with boys on a team

[ ] shopping is torture

[x] sad movies suck

[ ] you own a XBOX

[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid

[ ] at some point in your life you wanted to be a firefighter

[x] you own a DS PS2 or SEGA

[x] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers

[ ] you watch sports on TV

[x] gory movies are cool

[ ]sometimes you go to your dad for advice

[ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats

[x] you used to/do collect pokemon

[x] baggy sweat pants are nice to wear

[x] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people

[x] green, black, red, blue or silver are one of your favourite colours.

[ ] sports are fun

[x] you sometimes talk with food in your mouth

[ ] you sleep at night with your socks on

[ ] you have fished at least once

TOTAL= 14

MY GIRL SIDE

[x] you like to shop

[ ] you wear eyeliner

[ ] you wear the color pink

[x] sometimes you go to your mum for advice

[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport

[ ] you hate wearing all black

[ ] you like going to the mall

[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures

[ ] you like wearing jewelery

[ ] you cried watching The Notebook

[ ] skirts are a big part of your wardrobe

[ ] shopping is one of your favourite hobbies

[ ] you've seen Star Wars and don't like it

[x] you do/did gymnastics

[ ] it takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed

[ ] you smile a lot more than you should

[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes

[ ] you care about what you look like majority of the time

[ ] you like wearing dresses whenever you can

[ ] you like dancing/do dancing

[ ] you like high heel shoes

[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid

[x] you like putting makeup on others

[ ] you like being the star of almost everything

[ ] pink is one of your favourite colours

TOTAL: 5

Multiply your results by 4.

Girl side: 5 x 4 = 20 %

Boy side: 14 x 4 = 56 %

ZOMG RACHEL IS MANLY-ER THAN ME DDDDD;;

GO TO UR NEAREST STORE NOW AND BUY DISTRESS AND COMA

2009-03-25T05:09:00.000-07:00

DISTRESS AND COMA RELEASE 2DAY
OH YEA BABY <3 style="font-size:85%;">1. Fran
2. Anna
3. Kaki
4.Nozi
5.Crystal
6.Linda
7. Becca
8. Kellie
9. Pedo josh
10.Moriki
11. Mitsuki
12. Kimmie
13. Nikki
14. Fatty
15. Lily
16. Claudia
17. Aisyah
18. Natasha
19. Tonya
20. Rachel
21. Eva

1. How did you meet 7? [Becca]
Uhm school...?

2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met? [Lily]
GO CRAZY D; no free paper...no free massage..no notes to copy D;

3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated? [Rachel & Fran]
Like that will ever happen..? i will ROFL ;D

4. Have you seen 17 cried? [Aisyah]
Probaly..idk x.x

5. Would 4 & 16 Make a good couple? [Nozi & Claudia]
harrr..? no...? do they even talk? >_>

6. Do you think 11 is attractive? [Mitsuki]
OH MY FUCKING GOD YES!!

7. What is 2's Favourite colour? [Anna]
PINK, OH YES..maybe not

8. When the last time you talked to 9? [Pedo Josh]
Urh..last week when i asked him abt ..something in maths..

9. What language does 8 speaks? [Kellie]
Canto and english.?

10. Who is 13 going out with? [Nikki]
Dno

11. Would you ever date with 17? [Aisyah]
LOLOLOLOLOL, if i go les ;P

12. Where does 18 live? [Natasha]
Park Island..YES IMMA STALKER

13. What is the best thing about 4? [Nozi]
Nice reaction to many things ;D and good sound effects person too XD AND SHE MAKES GOOD ONIGIRI <3

14. What would you like to tell 10 right now? [Moriki]
RUKI IS FUCKING HOT AND HE'S ON MY WALL ;D

15. What's the best thing about 20? [Rachel]
She's a fucking retard...and married to me..? o.o

16. Have you ever kissed 2? [Anna]
Urh..no x.x

17. What is the best memory you have of 5? [Crystal]
LOL the "GET A LIFE" shout to the fucking year 7s who push each other around

18. When is the next time you will be seeing 4? [Nozi]
2mr b4 registration or at snack...;3

19. How is 7 different from 6? [Becca & Linda]
Urh..they are different people? o.o BECCA IS MY HUMAN HEATER <3

20. Is 2 pretty? [Anna]
Yar ;3 in a bouncy way

21. What was the first impression of 15? [Lily]
LOCAL, LOL

22. How did you meet 3? [Kaki]
Uhms..school?

23. Is 15 one of your best friends? [Lily]
oh yea TOTALLY ;D

24. Do you hate 12? [Kimmie]
=]

25. Have you seen 18 in the last month? [Natasha]
Yea like a few hours ago...watching me slip while walking on the bus..=[

26. When was the last time you saw 16? [Claudia]
Yesterday ;3

27. Have you been to 5's house? [Crystal]
nope D;

28. When's is the next time you will see 10? [Moriki]
ROFL i gt no idea x.x

29. Are you close to 11? [Mitsuki]
*looks at mitsuki* hopefully ;D

30. Have you been to the movie with 4? [Nozi]
Urh no...wanted to go to 20th century shounen though

31. Have you gotten any trouble with 8? [Kellie]
No ;3

32. Will you give 19 a hug? [Tonya]
Urm yea prolly?

33. When have you lied to 3? [Kaki]
=]

34. Is 11 good at socializing? [Mitsuki]
YES EXTREMELY XDD

35. Do you know a secret about 8? [Kellie]
=]

36. Describe the relationship between 12 & 18? [Kimmie & Natasha]
Mm do they even talk?

37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9? [Pedo Josh]
Ew, nothing.

38. What's the worst thing about 6? [Linda]
Laughs at ppl's misfortune D;

39. Have you ever had a crush on 12? [Kimmie]
DDDD;

40. How long have you known 2? [Anna]
mm..4 years? i cant count =]

41. Does 11 have a boyfriend or girlfriend? [Mitsuki]
ROFL, idk x.x REITA prolly XDD

42. Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face? [Fran]
YES, WITH HIGHLIGHTER FINGERNAILS

43. Has 21 met your parents [Eva]
No way man =.=

44. How did you meet 11? [Mitsuki]
Urh..thru moriki? JROCK FTW <3

45. Did you ever accidently physically hurt 3? [Kaki]
Yes - i ended up getting pwnt.

46. Do you live close to 7? [Becca]
No D;

47. What's 8 Favourite food? [Kellie]
no idea?

48. What kind of car does 1 have? [Fran]
She has a boris car ;D

49. Have u travelled anyway with 9? [Pedo Josh]
EWWWW NO WAY

50. If 14 has $100, what would he/she spend it on? [Fatty]
Urh, prolly spend it on his dar..?

k..that was LAME
but i have nothing better to do XDD

-----カエデ★

---without a trace★

2009-03-22T06:07:00.000-07:00

extreme bored-ism?
supposed to be revising but cant be bothered
im being so ghey imma show off my room wall posters the rozen maiden poster will get replaced SOON by a gazette calender x.x

stuff to look forward to next week:

CHINESE FUCKING ORAL - NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

GAZETTE NEW SINGLE RELEASE - YEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSS

MORE REVISION - NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

-from next week i shall not game-

-----カエデ★

---DISTRESS AND COMA★

2009-03-15T07:16:00.000-07:00

DISTRESS AND COMA CORRECT LYRICS RELEASED
(may have some minor mistakes, much better than other random stuff ppl post, credits to J-VR forumsのArnidorce-様、麗のFAN XD)

I'll tell you what Distress means
Fill me up with your dreams
I'll tell you what Distress means

I'll tell you what Distress means
Fill me up with your dreams
I'll tell you what Distress means

Hello dear my bride
何を見ているの
床に散った　蝶も拾えぬその目で

忘れたいのは　白すぎた苦痛
信じてると　言い聞かす
傷は消えない

踊る　踊る　眠らせてと踊る
止まぬ涙
声を殺し　弱く震える手に　唇を落とす

Hello dear my bride
足元を焼く
耳鳴りにもう　近づく必要など
無意識に吐いた　息が肌を沿う
寡黙揺らす刃に　笑みを

忘れたいのは　白すぎた苦痛
信じてると　言い聞かす　
傷は消えない

痩せた夢に　冷めぬ今が写る
悲しみさえ　素顔だよと　答えてくれるなら
傷ついてもいい

忘れないで
痛みを知る　貴方に惹かれた鼓動
ここで　

「おやすみ」

踊る　踊る　眠れるまで踊る
止まぬ涙
何もないと　心を伏せる度　枯れそうだと
痩せた夢に　もう一度を歌う
悲しみさえ　自分だよと　答えてくれるなら　
傷ついてもいい

終わるはずの夢に　「さよなら」が咲いてる

Hello dear my bride
Nani wo mite iru no?
Yuka ni ochita Chou mo hiroenu sono me de

Wasuretai no wa Shirosugita kutsuu
Shinjiteru to Iikikasu
Kizu wa kienai

Odoru odoru
Nemurasete to odoru
Yamanu namida
Koe wo koroshi Yowaku furueru te ni Kuchibiru wo otosu

Hello dear my bride
Ashimoto wo yaku
Miminari ni mou Chikadzuku hitsuyou nado
Muishiki ni haita Iki ga hada wo sou
Kamoku yurasu yaiba ni Emi wo

Wasuretai no wa Shirosugita kutsuu
Shinjiteru to Iikikasu
Kizu wa kienai

Yaseta yume ni Samenu ima ga utsuru
Kanashimi sae Sugao da yo to Kotaete kureru nara
Kizutsuitemo ii

Wasurenaide
Itami wo shiru Anata ni hikareta kodou
Koko de

"Oyasumi"

Odoru odoru Nemureru made odoru
Yamanu namida
Nanimo nai to Kokoro wo fuseru tabi Karesou da to
Yaseta yume ni Mou ichidou wo utau
Kanashimi sae Jibun da yo to Kotaete kureru nara
Kizutsuitemo ii

Owaru hazu no yume ni "Sayonara" ga saiteru

-----カエデ★

---Filth in the Beauty★

2009-02-23T05:01:00.000-08:00

The reverse side of beauty
It dyed by beloved filth.
The reverse side of beauty
It dyed by beloved filth.

幻惑の海　沈んだ蛍
否定は欲求上の嘘
矛盾で染まる体温
理性を被る愛撫に
踊り溶け込む春は不意に
汚らわしく…
My mind which falls

Your seed and my seed never mixes.
The connection of this blood is eternal.
You cannot finish suppressing the desire.
To true daughter…［Sexual disgrace］

吐息塞ぐ脈打つ「飢え」は
解り合えぬ紅蓮を求む

Closet mind is distorted instability.
please release me before breaking.
How long...
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.

［Sexual disgrace］

Prohibited but…
Reckless driving cucumber…
The kin'collapses…
Near relatives on death…
The smell of cigarette smell breath & shit
Moment that bitter white jam is mixed
Inside of a brain caused an error
and goes mad by the sweet bug［loop］

Your seed and my seed never mixes.
The connection of this blood is eternal.
You cannot finish suppressing the desire.
To true daughter…［Sexual disgrace］

首を這わす舌先と手
望む表情　紅蓮に染まれ

Closet mind is distorted instability.
please release me before breaking.
How long...
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.

Closet mind is distorted instability.
please release me before breaking.
So long...
In humiliation
The final art is your dead face

Dad which fell to the trap

OH YEA
BEST SONG EVER <3

so yea yea..the update that rachel has asked the "ass" for

school is ghey like always
im half asleep like always
and blaah

NOTHING TO UPDATE ABT DUDE =.=

skived chinese debate 2day..lalala XD

ohoh F.E.A.R. project origin RAWKS <3
Alma is sexy <3

ok here goes my top 10 vocalist OMG THEY CHANGED MUAHAHAHAHA (so not funny but im high on fatigue..)

1. Ruki [the GazettE] - recommended song: Guren (deep sexy voice <3)

2. Satoshi [Girugamesh] - recommended song: Fukai no Yami (kinda depressing song..)

3. Kyo [Dir en Grey] - recommended song: Cage (old song...)

4. Maya [LM.C] - recommended song: Oh my Juliet (their 1st song i believe..?)

5. Hyde [L'arc en Ciel] - recommended song: Kasou (old song..my bad, but it rox)

6. TM Revolution [abingdon boys school] - recommended song: Innocent Sorrow (D Gray Man OP1 XD)

7. Takeru [SuG] - recommended song: UMBILICAL (plz dun wtf at the name..)

8. Kitade Nana - recommended song: Antoinette Blue (did i spell that wrong?)

9. Shou [alice nine.] - recommended song: Ruri no Ame (mm..1st song i listened to)

10. Jyou [exist+trace] - recommended song: end-less (no screaming but sounds good)

OMG my list changed so much frm last time x.x
i mean..the people who i put 2nd, 3rd and stuff arent even on the list!!
oh well XDD

change in music taste i guess...

-----カエデ★

---Ruder★

2009-02-06T07:27:00.000-08:00

天狗主義のアイドルが　お高く止まって笑った
「チュ　チュ　チュル　チュ　チュ　チュ　蘭々」
媚びた声で叫んでいる
ビジネスラブ腹黒女悪　金が欲しいか？そらやるぞ\r
「チュ　チュ　チュル　チュ　チュ　チュ　fuck」
強肉弱食で行くぜ

見下してればいい　馬鹿を見るのはお前の方さ！

I am ruder! I am ruder! 笑いたければ　笑えばいいさ
I am ruder! I am ruder! 己の道を蹴り上げるのさ

自傷好きのManiacker 奇知害ぶるな反吐が出るぜ
態度極上　馬鹿げたjoke　メッキ仕掛けの錆びた面
「チュ　チュ　チュル　チュ　チュ　チュ　蘭々」
気付いた頃には遅いぜ

I am ruder! I am ruder! 笑いたければ　死ぬまで笑え
I am ruder! I am ruder!　馬鹿で悪いか？　ルールなんてねぇ
I am ruder! I am ruder!　異端最高　Fuckoff偽善者
I am ruder! I am ruder!　俺は暴走

「JAPANIES RUDER」さぁぁぁぁぁぁ！

イェェェイ

WOOTS XD time to tell everyone my top 20 most played songs ;D and the number of times they have been played XD

Cassis [the GazettE] - 544

LEECH [the GazettE] - 531 (why is no one suprised leech is 2nd even though it has been out for like..only 3 months)

Guren [the GazettE] - 482

Filth in the Beauty [the GazettE] - 476

Calm Envy [the GazettE] - 356

Cockroach [the GazettE] - 333

Taion [the GazettE] - 324

Chizuru [the GazettE] - 284

Crucify Sorrow [the GazettE] - 283

Burial Applicant [the GazettE] - 267

Hyena [the GazettE] - 258

Love Scream Party [SuG] - 251

Zetsu [the GazettE] - 232

Silly God Disco [the GazettE] - 217

Actuate Eden [Phantasmagoria] - 209

Feathers of Sorrow [Danger☆Gang] - 192

Oh My Juliet! [LM.C] - 188

Regret [the GazettE] - 185

Wakaremichi [the GazettE] - 180

Alterna. [SuG] - 179

WOOTS its like mostly gazette ;D

lol im such a gazefreak ;3

mahh..cant be bothered to post pictrues blaaaaaahhhh

NITES PPLZ ;D

-----カエデ★

---Hyena★

2009-02-01T06:08:00.000-08:00

Ugly acting and song
踊りが下手なHandsome
Your copulation is dirtier than money.
Unprincipled strategist
乱用middle aged spread
ブラウン管の隅で天狗気分さ

Please disappear because it is an eyesore

You were born from the mouth?
節穴に売る媚びしか無い
Your copulation is dirtier than money.
Unprincipled strategist
乱用middle aged spread
半狂乱な餓鬼はびしょ濡れさ

Please disappear because it is an eyesore
It fails together if going atraight.

Curtain of wine red　識別出来ぬ
流されるまま　踊る夢
左右に倣う　歪　Masquerade

※飾れば靡く愛に
溺れる今の君に
群がるのは一瞬の共鳴
温室崩れのPrince
後頭部にシャンデリア
廃れたその曰　共鳴はHyena※

君の顔に咲いた声は
理想重ね飼い殺すよ
安易な「永久」は使い回しの夢

何色の涙で
何色の言葉で
塗り潰せばその顔でいられる？
見え過ぎた痕跡
与え過ぎた嘘に
自惚れたまま朽ちてくよ　ほら \

MUAHAHAHA ITS RUKI'S BDAY 2DAY ;DD

HAPPY BDAY RUKI ;DD

now for some ruki pictures x.x

CASSIS <333

WOOTS hot black suit ;D

ITS ONLY ROCK N ROLL - and its my life

OMG so hot here >A<

25.03.2009 the GazettE new single : Distress and Coma

Gaze Rock is Not Dead

-----カエデ★

---Reila★

2009-01-20T05:22:00.000-08:00

出会ってからどれだけ同じ傷を負い　どれだけ支え合った？
君が辛いときは他の誰より僕だけに教えて欲しかった
事実が目に焼き付く　無言で不動の君は何を思う
理由などいらないさ　ただ僕の君を返してくれれば

残された僕より無になった君は
どれほど辛いだろうか
まだ何も始まってないのに
まだ君にこの言葉伝えてないのに
何処へ

レイラ･･･
君の名を呼んでみても
this　voice does not reach you･･･
レイラ･･･
目を開けて　嘘だと笑ってみせてよ･･･

明日は何処へ行こう　君が望むなら
何処へでも行くよ

君はいつもそう　僕が思う程
何処かへ行ってしまう
また僕を残し一人で走って行くんだね
もう届かない　もう届かない
やっと君に会えたのに
我慢してたものが全て溢れて
涙になって零れた

レイラ･･･
言えなかったこの言葉を
レイラ･･･
今　此処で君に歌うよ
レイラ･･･
誰よりも君を愛している
レイラ･･･
愛している。愛している･･･

二人が居た部屋　今もそのまま
鍵もかけずに　いつでも君が帰って来れる様に
ずっと待ってるよ　理解ってるけど
今でも君がドアを開ける姿が見えるんだ

明日はきっと帰って来てくれるかな

HAPPY BDAY AOI ;DD

omg im SUCH a lazy ass i didnt send him fanmail=.=

oh well ;x

GT MY XMAS PRESENT AT LAST FRM AISH 2DAY XDD

love it XD

Glass dessert cup -yea make me fat x.x
AND EXTRA STRONG HOLD HAIR SPRAY MUAHAHAHAHA XDDD

ok now seeing tat this aoi's bday..i shall post a hot pic of him..or two XDD

ok..turned out to be 5..BUT OH WELL ;D

AOI'S HOT XDD

schl is getting annoying but..OH WELL=.=

i'll live with it.. somehow

okie..enough blabber for 2day XDD

-----カエデ★

---Rich Excrement★

2009-01-16T05:16:00.000-08:00

反抗心から吐く核
今此処で決意表明しようじゃないか
この地に植え付けられた
玉無しのイメージを撤回否崩壊
以前あったso cool
デンジャラスだった本来の姿を輪廻転生
FLASH BACKの如く

暴音轟反乱勃発害虫撲殺即刻チェスト

入れ替わり立ち替わる運命共同体
口先だけお涙頂戴　やがて再会を約束
次の朝には何食わぬ顔で完全復活

暴音轟反乱勃発害虫撲殺即刻チェスト

寄せ集めの雑魚が歌う　悲恋歌哀愁
どうだ？　流れに乗れたか？　この馬鹿
いざ蓋を開け中覗けその目で
Biterもcheck out

Lyric killer is ED
色仕掛け年増の首領
LIP SERVICE LOW IQ
暴けその手口と罠を
単身売買裏切り
安易分裂裏切り
顔面凶器見せ物
カマのオンパレ　マッハ退廃

GAZETTE ARE RETARDS D;

but we still love them XD

*is currently having a jrocker middle finger competition*

THATS MINE XDD i photoshopped it ;3 it was all bloody blurry with words on it at first, diu=.=

time for retarded gaze pics ;D

I WISH I WAS URU'S GUITAR D;

look at kai's face pplz XDD

ROFLMAOZ XDD

and gratz to me n moriki on our 1st song collab ;D

"Ethereal Silence"

dunno wad u think but i quite like it ;D

ok enough blabber for 2day ;3

-----カエデ★

---舐～zetsu～★

2009-01-12T06:25:00.000-08:00

雨降りの火曜日、湿気が酷く心地良い
荒れ果てた寝室から聞こえる感情的
彼女の不満、強欲、嫉妬や束縛癖
苦悩はやがて切れて僕の事を壊すのでしょう？
雨降りの火曜日、寝室へは行きたくない
ヒス体質の君が、また手首に見とれてる
僕の苦悩はやがて自発的に管を切る
予定通りに僕を壊して呉れたね

足元で今更媚びるなんて正気かい？
笑えるよ何処迄君は醜いんだい、、、

薔螺薔裸薔羅　唾液に薔薇　散るは今宵　涙、など無い。
薔螺薔裸薔羅　愛していた　君よ過去よ　帰らずの甘い日々よ

雨降りの火曜日、吐き気と頭痛の中
痙攣気味の瞳は逃げる君を捉えてる
まだ遊んで居たい飽きるくらい感じたい
強欲の果てを堪能しよう

泣き声は叫びに、顔は表情亡くし
変質的、モア解放的に交じり合おう、、、

深苦深苦溶けるように深苦辛苦痛苦哀す
溺れて逝くあやうさに艶かさに惹かれて逝く
薔螺薔裸薔羅　濡れずの花　不感SHOW TIME
孤立自慰的　ゆらゆらゆら　垂れ流せば　虚しく成って　後悔の日々

雨降りの火曜日、湿気が酷く心地良い
新しい彼女はＡ型車椅子依存症
君は無口、潔癖、純潔の汚れ無き薔薇
12人目の犠牲が出ない事を日々願おう

doesnt look comeplete...the lyrics =.=

maybe its not LOL

Oh i went gazette picture hunting 2day XDD

found like...30 of ruki

LAWLS

i have 596 gazette pictures in total now=.=

abt 400 of them of RUKI XDD

OMG RUKI LOOKS SO SMEXY HERE

i spent like 10 minutes staring at that picture ;3

now one for mitsuki (of reita XD)

WTF to this picture?

yes WTF..but its cute XDD

AND FOR THE ULTIMATE

MOVING PICTURE <3

if u cant be bothered to find ur own and decide to rip it frm my blog, i would appreciate it if u say thx in my cbox ;)

Gazette photos are for gazette fans to share after all XD

SO CUTE YEA?

I MEAN..sailormoon salute?

and ruki's bunny ears hand sign XDD

Uru's smile was FUNNEEHHHH

ok time to slp now

sweet dreams everyone

IGCSE MATHS RESULTS ON WEDNESDAY NOOOOOOOOO

Wish me luck pplz <3

@Rachel (-yurWIFEY-) : yes my bad for the spelling mistake but i cant be bothered to go change it back=.=

-----カエデ★

---SHADOW VII II I★

2009-01-10T23:38:00.000-08:00

曖昧な曖昧な躊躇う左のScar　弱意を弱意をRedでぼかす
ⅡⅨⅡⅨⅡⅨ浅く　意味深く　曖昧に曖昧に息を繋ぐScar

Under the sun 最上階　片手離しのEGO
目隠しの裏側で -Asking foR lifE- 歌ってる
ⅡⅣⅡⅣⅡⅣ不安定な呼吸　曖昧な曖昧な明日を繋ぐScar

君へ。いつかその痛みを超えて　全てが癒えたら笑ってくれるかい？

niaP　wolS

自分には何にも無いって
強がる弱さと生きる　傷
押しつぶされそうな夜は
君を追い詰める影を抱いて

白い白い森にぶら下がって
おやすみ　今夜は眠れるだろうか
ⅡⅨⅡⅨⅡⅨ低速で締め付け　安楽を安楽を喉で感じるScar

Never hold the breath…
And,it keeps believing tomorrow’s happiness.

nwoD wolS

その傷はいつか無くなり
悲しみの果てへ連れて行くよ
まだRedを欲しがるけど
君は歩けるこ事　知っているはずさ

Had a great day so far ;DD

ALOT OF PPL ACTUALLY RMB-ED MY BDAY ;DD

*coughs Moriki FORGOT*

now something which pissed me off

About a certain「BITCH」

THE disgraceful name shall not be mentioned
ULITIMATE DISGRACE AS A GAZETTE FAN

1. Wtf is up with that...grossly not rocker background

2.Whats up with the non jrock bgm

3.Extreme flirtacious blogskin

4.Ruki's picture in every post while she blabs abt crap

5.Saying she loves Ruki when she doesnt know how he looks like ever since cassis

6.Nothing abt the GazettE in her wishlist

7.Saying Ruki is hers when there's a million people who have like...seen Ruki in person, maybe even hugged him when she doesnt know what the fuck kinda person he is

8.PUTTING GAZE SONGS FUCKING LAST ON HER "FAVOURITES" - that is DISGRACEFUL

If you reli like the GazettE or any other band

there should be RESPECT to them as a person and as a artist

Not DEGRADING them to a item status and calling them 'yours'

that certain 「BITCH」is digrace as an existance itself

oh crap, this is bad ;3

im getting pissed on my bdayXD

oh yea..and something to add to the list

9.Blabbing abt....50 lines of bullshit then sayikng "LASTLY Ruki's san's bdaee ;D Ruki Ruki Ruki I love you"

i mean wtf man

if you like a person, shouldnt their bday be put FIRST?

and not blabber abt stalking someone's blog?

That person will permanently be in the blacklist as an absolute unacceptable despo lunatic fantasizing self obsessed 「BITCH」

Going out to buy my amp soon XDD

and YAY IM SIXTEEN ;3

screwed up SIXTEEN x.x

more to achieve in the new year

and 1 year closer to R.I.P. ;D

after looking at these pictures..I WISH I WAS IN REITA'S PLACE ;3333333

oh yea and one last point to add abt that 「BICTH」

10.Making the GazettE pictures on her blog unclick-able

THATS BAD

shldnt u be spreading the GazettE's hotness instead of keeping it to urself?

Gazette fans shld be spreading gazerock and not keepint it to themselves

Diu..i shall speak no more or else i'll burst a vein ;3

-----カエデ★

---Crucify Sorrow★

2009-01-09T06:31:00.000-08:00

君は抜け殻の壊れた蟲
頭が欠けたまま溺れてる

縛られた心の底から
飼い殺されてるよ
「感覚は夢を浮上してるようで」
想像上の痛みなどより
現実の孤独は耐え難い
「そして灰に行き着くの」
口から零れたその悲想が
君を覆いつくす

最期に見えた君に重なる
絵が示す意図は何を望むの
「羽無き蝶　落ちるImageを」
鬱向く無言の影に触れられない
理解り合えぬ故に朽ちる嘆き

揺れる身体に刺さる　君が生まれた曰の風
温もりは覚えてるかい「せめて　」
背負った物は消えぬけど
また笑えるその「いつか」を
どこかで求めていて

So long me
どれだけ自分責め殺しても
どれだけ背負う物憎んでも
何一つも手に入らない

最期に見えた君は抱えきれぬ
孤独の底　竦んだ足を
「踏み出して　さぁ朽ちるImageを」
鬱向く逆さの影は二度と消えず
塵となった故に朽ちぬ痛み

曰の当たらぬ場所を愛し
地に這う蟻が群がり喰らう
嫉妬にも似た羨みと
哀れみ滲む君の影を

Lmao audi-ed 2day with JC and Rei-chan XD
HARD GAY TEAM FTW BABY <3

FINALLY FINISHED WATCHING GAZETTE CONCERT
SO FIAKING GOOD ZOMG
Ruki was awesome the whole way thru ;d
and riding a bike backstage...
---the above was written yesterday (9th of Jan)---

ok now TODAY
was Nozi's bday party 2day XDD
THE FOOD WAS GOOD MUAHAHAHAA
and killing ppl on her PS3 was fun too ;3

2MR IS MY BDAY BIATCHED, U BETTER RMB IT;D

while i was watching the GazettE Decomposition Beauty Tour Final Meaningless Art That People Showed, i took screenshots of them backstage XDD
MAINLY OF RUKIIIII ;DD

Ruki lieing on the couch just after arriving at like 9 am XD

Sexy guitarists practicing backstage XDD

Reita showing Ruki what he can do XDD

Kai working stuff out with techinitions ;3
As the leader i guess its his duty to do that x.x

Ruki showing the audience what is about to be put onto uru's guitar..
HIS SMILE IS SEXYYYYY ;DD
AND THE THING THAT IS GOING TO BE STUCK ONTO URU'S GUITAR LOOKS GOOD TOO <3
BLACK MORAL ;D

Ruki riding a bike backstage ._.''
Ahhh he's such a retard ;33333

Huddle the GazettE style b4 going into the concert XDD

OMG RUKI IS HAAWWWWWTTTTTTT

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!

X-JAPAN IS COMING TO HK !!
shld i go or shld i not go?
Im not reli a fan cuz i dun have any of their songs
But as the beginner of visual kei, i think i shld go watch x.x

Stuff i thought of 2day:

Corspe of a broken body
Sorrow which will never be understood
Behind the door is a voice unknown
"Why?" will never be answered to

-----カエデ★

---未成年★

2009-01-08T06:06:00.000-08:00

がむしゃらに何かを探してた　躓いてもいいから前に
馬鹿げてるのは分かってる、ただ後悔せぬよう走るのさ
信頼できるのは自分だけで、仲間なんていらなかった
何もかもに向けてた刃　思春の羽は脆く儚い
強くなりたい　一人で生きる強さを
本当は裏切られるのが怖いだけ
逃げてばかりじゃ何一つ変わらないと
分かってるのに変われぬ僕がいる
誇らしげにかざしてた　孤独と言うプライドは
役に立たぬ理想へと逃げるための羽だった
誇らしげにかざしてた　自己主張と言う「RIOT」
この光の向こうには　自由などなかったんだ
Teenage Bluely Days
荒れていた毎日に溺れてたんだ
気付いたら孤独背負ってた
辛かった。本当は一人なんてね
望んで無かったんだ
強がってばかりじゃ本当の顔忘れちゃうから
たまに力を抜いて誰かに頼る事も大事です
傷ついて、、、泣きたい時は大空に向かって大声で叫んでみて
私が私を忘れないように、私のままで入れるように。
こんな弱い僕のために背中押してくれた
父や母や仲間の励ます声が僕に光りくれました
誇らしげにかざしてた　孤独と思春傷は
役に立たぬ理想へと逃げる為の羽だった
青く晴れたあの空に自由があるとするなら
この誇り高き羽が千切れても構わない
僕は走り出してた　がむしゃらに空を目掛けて
羽を広げ飛び立った落下点は『自由』なのだと
素晴らしき家族を持ち　素晴らしき仲間を持った
最高の日々だった　生まれ変わったらまた逢おう、、、

i just feel like rocking to gazerock all day x.x
i doubt that its just me cuz GAZE ROCK IS TOO AWESOME!!
finally finished download decomposition beauty concert
AWESOME
I MEAN ruki fucking the mic stand was like *O*

sometimes i wonder if i'll ever get over ruki XDD

cant be bothered to post pictures 2day x.x

FOOD TECH PRAC 2MR NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i will get pwnt x.x

thoughts frm 2day:

wait..diu..i thought of something really...gaze lyric like but i 4got it, diu=.=

ok here is something new i thought of

not as awesome as the original one

Let me fall
even for a split second
let me feel the freedom that i will never feel again

lol it sounds like im committing suicide x.x

ROFLMAOZ WTF XDD

too emo these days x.x

actually no, TOO BUSY THESE DAYS ARGH

not enough time to do everything=.=

ah diu

argh i reli have short term memory lose

i shld write all my awesome thoughts down since ive lost so mny now =.=

and the ones i rmb arent awesome at all D:

oh well nites pplz x.x

-----カエデ★

---別れ道★

2009-01-06T03:03:00.000-08:00

大好きだったのにお別れです
ケンカばかりの毎日でした。
これからは一人で生きなくちゃ　
もう泣かないよ…
本当は辛くて苦しくて淋しいよ　
だけどね君には強がっていたいから　
ごめんね最後くらい笑顔でいようなんて　
バカだよね本当は自分が泣きたいだけなのに　
色々な顔を見てきたから　
すぐにわかったよ。冷めている訳じゃないんだけど
お互いに見失って生きてくより　
「がんばってね」って別の道を歩く方が…(涙)いいのかなぁ？

さよならまたね元気でいてね　ずっとずっと忘れないから
さよならきっとまた会えるよね？　約束だよ！指きりげんまん
7月8日3ヶ月記念日　
覚えてるかなぁ？
初めて会った日の事を　
うつむく君は照れくさそうに　
泣いてた…

楽しくて仕方がなかった毎日でした　
短かったけれど幸せでした幸せなのに…
指切りげんまん繋ぐ小指があと少しだけ解けないでと
いつかまた笑える日が来たらすれ違うことのない二人で…

いつかまた笑える日が来たら　
振り向けば涙を君に見せるから　
背を向け手を振った　
ずっと忘れないよ。変わらないでいてね　
大好きな君のままで…

さよならまたね元気でいてね　
さよならきっとまた会えるよねぇ？　
大好きな君はとても大切な思い出に変わる　
淋しくて死にそうなくらい　君の声が頭から離れない！

Did any of that make sense to u? O_O
i guess not=.=

ITS GAZETTE'S DEBUT SINGLE BISHES ;D
Wakeramichi ;)
this is actually one of the good early gaze rock ;3
oh..Yune was still drummer here cuz shy old kai hasnt joined yet ;x

ZOMFG KAI IS SOOOOOOOOOO CUTE !!!

see that? XDD
he has cake all over his face *O*

ZOMGGG *faints*
but ruki is still hottest..at least for me XD

OMG HE LOOKS SO >A< HERE !!!
i almost licked, i mean ran into my comp screen when i saw this O_O
zomg i wanna HUG ruki ;3

as i was looking through the pictures to find this one

THERE ARE SO MNY OTHER HOT ONES I WANNA ADD XDDD

e.g. this one O_O
HOT HAIR XDD

oh and there's this other one of reita carrying ruki O_O
hawt >3<

and his bloody taion picture...
and the cool hyena picture...
and those cute ruki smile pictures...
and the hot cassis look..
OMG IM SUCH A STALKER ;X

oh well=.=
not a crime liking ruki ;3
his fault for being so smexy XDD

LOL this has turned in to a ruki post
OH WELL XDD

oh btw rachell, my frd gt me 40k @cash <3
i can get u ur wedding present now <3
NOT TOO EXPENSIVE PLZ
im like half broke >O<

oh and...someone tell ruki to keep his tongue in his mouth in pictures x.x
ITS TOO SMEXY WHEN ITS OUT
GAAAAAAAHHHH <333333333

-----カエデ★

---Nausea & Shudder★

2009-01-05T02:41:00.000-08:00

So long　ヒカリノムコウヘ
So long　ナモナキジユウヘ
So long　フアンヲノミコメ
So long　ダレヨリモタカクトベ

穴だらけの羽を剥いで　飛び込め目をこじ開け
そこが泥まみれのHEAVENだろうが住めば楽園ってさ
めっきが剥げた日々を背負い単調な罵声共を喰らえ
傷を抉るように進め　そう目の前のRealが全て

So long　ヤミヲサイテ
So long　ナモナキジユウヘ
So long　フアンヲノミコメ
So long　フルエルコドウ

LOOP自問自答　LOOP自己嫌悪
LOOPする苦しみの果て　俺はHEAVEN’S DOORを眺めてる

群れをなして西へ向かう鳥はやがて孤独を知る
そして痩せた羽を見て言った　「そこには望む全てがあるのかい？」
誰もが見た景色よりも影落ちていく地の果てを
そして消えてしまいそうな灯火に強く祈った

HAPPY BDAY MORIKI ;D

ur now as old me meh XD
if u lived in hk, i'll buy u a cake frm the shop i pass everyday XD
ooh..they had some nice cakes 2day ;D
i took a picture LOL
will post it 2mr=.=

Now i will attempt to post pictures i took in guangzhou ;D
Buildings 1st ;D

Then cute animals XDD
OMG THEY ARE SO <333
look at my 1337 photography skills =D
There are some random non-animal pictures which i took in the zoo too ;3

AND ZOMG
I SAW PIZZA HUT IN GUANGZHOU <3
took a picture in there haha

And then we went on some ferry thing to look at the night view x.x

Now pictures of stuff i bought ;D
Monkeys from the zoo first XD

Then some clothes XD

(The colour in this one gt fcked=.= its actually just as black as the one above)

<
AND NOW MY GUITAR <3

and 3 picks which my teacher gave me ;D

PHEEWWWW
finally finished putting up pictures=.=''

-----カエデ★　　

---LEECH★

2009-01-03T06:14:00.000-08:00

Marbleの壁は高く泥に塗れていたよ
殴りつけられたような痛みは俺を離さなねぇ
大量に零れたImprefection
完全に飲まれた Expression
I who sings black again. I who dyes black again.
何度も頭を潰す Insult

Let's send a gallows in the last scene which you hope for.
Don't hush up a mistake.
Take responsibility.
未だ見えねぇ行方知れずの物纏わせたのは全て上辺だけ
売り飛ばされたのは思想の偽造凝りもせずまた寄って来やがる

Can you hear the counting song of pain?
The president.
[I want to scatter your face.]
目に映る答えを描く
[I want to scatter your trick.]
Can you hear the counting song of pain?
The president.
[I want to scatter your excuse.]
黒き日は今も褪せぬまま…
A prosecute. Your luck will run out someday.
Hatred to you is a proper act.

流れた欠陥と無表情と無力　時が忘却に飢えても　忘れる事はしない

You are the same as a leech which sucks blood to live.

Let's send a gallows in the last scene which you hope for.
Don't hush up a mistake.
Take responsibility.
未だ見えねぇ行方知れずの物纏わせたのは全て上辺だけ
売り飛ばされたのは思想の偽造凝りもせずまた寄って来やがる

Can you hear the counting song of pain?
The president.
[I want to scatter your face.]
目に映る答えが消える
[I want to scatter your trick.]
Can you hear the counting song of pain?
The president.
[I want to scatter your excuse.]
黒き日を葬る無意味さに
I felt humiliation.

美しき静寂が悲しげに揺れてる目を塞ぐ事さえ罪
A prosecute. Your luck will run out someday.
Can you hear the counting song of pain? The president.
You are the same as a leech which sucks blood to live.

ZOMG AWESOMENESS =O=

IM BACK BITCHES<3

here's some pictures i took at GuangZhou x.x
including some random zoo i went too

and once agn blogspot is being biatchy and deleteing stuff i typed.

fiak i'll upload it 2mr=.=
stuff is being annoying lawls

AND IM OFF TO WATCH NARUTO *O*
i re-downloaded it cuz i fell inlove with naruto agn x.x

and...MY GUITAR TEACHER LOOKS HOT
ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG

pplz go watch http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=adYTrwMosEQ&feature=related
and looks at that guy at 3.01 where he smiles
OH MY FUCKING GOD *O*
that guy looks SO much like my teacher=.=
mixed in with a bit of the make up-less sakito frm the hand elephants clip x.x

-----カエデ★

---Blahhh★

2008-12-22T06:57:00.000-08:00

Cant be bothered to find lyrics 2day x.x
no time to=.=

HAPPY EARLY XMAS EVERYONE

oh yea...now time to post a pic of my attempt at kai's hair x.x

epic failz?
YES EPIC FAILZ

i didnt even have a fiaking straightener at that time=.=

and hair was abit too short...
ITS EVEN SHORTER NOW T.T

dont comment on my fugly face plz=.=

-----カエデ★

---DISTORTED DAYTIME★

2008-12-21T06:04:00.001-08:00

I ask you it, have you tasted sorrow?
The feelings are deeper than death...
Teach it, why doesn't Tragedy have an end?
Why is it?

Is it punishment in proportion to a crime?
Laws cannot heal pains all the time.
Can you deny it?
Even if time passes, the wound does not fade.
Before distortions increase.
Please command death penalty.
Discussion is not necessary.
Carry out death penatly early!

The weak of a red mask.
Hell Drawing.
The crowd who is confused.
The follower who does not die out.
The coward of red eyes.
Hell drawing.
The crowd who is confused.
Hey coward, PLEASE DIE.

Ahh i juz love this song XDD
and the lyrics actually make sense x.x
looks like Ruki chan's english improved XDD

IM LEAVING ON TUESDAY AND WONT BE BACK UNTIL 8 DAYS LATER T.T
miss me plawks ;3
then kaede sama will feel loved XDD

Why did i change my name?
bcuz the lead of Dir en Grey is called Kyo
which it too similar to mine.
I REALLY do not wanna get flamed.
And for some reason, i dont like 1 syllabel names anymore x.x
Kaede is better ;D
it might change agn so dun get pissed x.x

mahh i cant be bothered to upload pictures this time so NEVERMIND

i will be getting my guitar in the xmas holidays ;)
SO ANTICIPATE IT
KAEDE SAMA'S GUITAR <3

dont slap me if it ends out shit=.=

WTF IS UP WITH BLOGSPOT?
THEY KEEP DELETING WAD I TYPED
FIAK IT

GRRR i cant be bothered to retype x.x

the main message was...
MORIKI, YOU AND MITSUKI'S PICK WILL COME TO U IN CNY IN SOME WAY THAT I WILL THINK OF

-----カエデ★

---Shiikureta Haru, Kawarenu Haru★

2008-12-16T04:31:00.000-08:00

-Drowning in the rain i ask myself.
-If i didnt have a heart, just how much would i get out of this?
-The paper wound around.
-The chocking scent of men.
-When i count the number of wounds you toyed with.
-It becomes my agony.
-Unable to escape.
-Sorrowful dirty of me.
-No one will ever love me now.
-Goodbye, living has gotten tough.
-Someone please save...

誰かあたしを助けて下さい…
このままじゃ凍えてしまうわ...

ZOMG IM READDICTED TO THIS SONG XDD

lol i was bored so i made a BS pic x.x
OF ME AND MATTY <33
lol i made it brighter so it looks like a dream XD
Hopefully at xmas i'll see matt flying down like an archangel should XD

Interested in my extreme no lifer doing? ;)
i made some other BS pictures x.x

Waiting for the ship to go TRAVELLING ;D

YAY exploring XDD

lol i made pics of diff stages of our looks x.x this was stage 2 ;)

lol stage 3..i hate to say it but..its the final stage.
where we will stay like this forever :')

ahh the old happy days x3

OH SHIT
2DAY WAS A FIAKING CRAP DAY

yesterday..everything was A.
2day..EVERYTHING WAS B T.T
fiak chinese and english =.=

ZOMG
WAD IF 2MR
EVERYTHING'S A C?
THEN THE DAY AFTER ITS D?
zomg...im gonna have a mental break down if i get anything below B on my report T.T

oh here's some weird comic that matt made ages ago XDD
its reli random but we all look nice ;3

oh shit it wont fit=.=

oh well...click on it to see the full one XD

---キョウ★

---DRAMATIC★

2008-12-15T06:17:00.000-08:00

-Hey you!
-Dramatic coating.
-Goodbye! You've got real.
-Atarashii story.
-Let's practic dreamer.

JUN IS <33333333
<3333333333
<3333333333

oh and i realised how much i LOVE ruki after i eh...uhm...reread wad i wrote on my profile on youtube..
LOLWUT?

ZOMG I GT GRADE A FOR SCIENCE AND HISTORY
and 85% for IB MATHS TEST!!

looks like the nerding has paid off =D
mahh i think i failed english
i mean DUDE everyone wrote like 4 pages and i only wrote 1=.=
well FUCK english ;P

Hizaki is now my new idol <3

WOOD IS GAY =D

2day was....ok i guess?
mahh
mahh

HOPE I ACTUALLY MANAGE TO SLEEP TONIGHT
diu couldnt sleep agn last night =.=

*is currently listening to Filth in the Beauty*

its like almost holidays and my head is like IN THE AIR OK?
i like...4get to do everything and i slack at everything now=.=

aiyo fiak
havent down maths hwk
oh well diu=.=

oh my mom gt a new sony ericsson phone x.x
i was ABOUT to use it but changing phones would mean i will lose all my test messages and phone numbers D:
phone numbers..i cant be bothered to re-save.
AND THE MESSAGES.
I DONT WANNA LOSE MESSAGE FRM MATT T.T
so yea...i ended up using my old (crappy?) phone lol
the screen is KINDA cracked but..OHWELL ;)

-----キョウ★　

---Neo Ark★

2008-12-12T21:48:00.000-08:00

-Lay a person under a spell.
-Marvelous.
-Pray.
-Hold up.
-Believer.
-Brainwash.
-Founder.
-Agitate.
-Religion.
-Faith! Respect god.

mah...he screams all of that x.x
SOUNDS GOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDD

Went shopping in MK with nozi, kack and linda x.x
BOUGHT ALOT OF STUFF <333
Here is wad i gt x.x

1. TWO visual kei magazine - SHOXX and Cure

i would have bought the godly neo genesis magazine IF only they had gazette in it=.=
mahh CURE HAD CHARIOTS AS COVER <333333333333

2. The GazettE guitar pick -Uruha's

too bad its white x,x
the black one was reita's bass pick.

3. Hm...whats it called=.='' oh well..lets just say, VK style choker necklace and bracelet ^^''

looks crap here but look better when its buckled 2gether and put on something x.x
but i cant take a good picture with it bucked lol

4. Higurashi Manga XD

the drawings of these 2 editions suck=.=
but..the other 2 that i bought 2 weeks ago
the drawing ROCKS XDD

5. NEW VK BOOTS <3

Why did i get the white one?
bcuz the back one looks crap x.x

7. ALOT of VK card thingies. Mainly the GazettE ;D

i gt a new hoodie and a new wooly jumper thingy
cant be bothered to take a pic x.x
why is there some uruha pictures?
bcuz im being nice and bought them for moriki x.x

OH YEA AND I GT HEAPS OF CANDIE TOO <333333

-----キョウ★

---Marvel★

2008-12-11T02:45:00.000-08:00

-Imagine destiny and dream Venus.
-My fucking reality and bad dream darling.
-Break out sight of me...sure.
-Can you see hope?

aahh diu
no more english bits
=.=''

i WILL post up my new top 10 with pictures x.x

it juz changed too much haha

now time for pictures of mah new haircut frm ytd
ITS GONNA LOOK FUGLY
DUN SHOCK PLZ

-Warning-
If u have a weak heart, dun look x.x

Before

After

dun tell me it didnt change much=.=''
ITS SO MUCH SHORTER MAN
stands up by itself without any hair products=.=''

oh and i gt a new hair straighterner <3
cost me a fucking bomb
cuz works nice <3
going shopping 2mr with a BUNCH of frds =.=''
yes i will take a pic of everything i buy x.x

(likely to be vk magazines XDD)

i had a whole day until now without rachell
DAM LONELY LEH

oh and she gave me 10k cash for d marriage x,x
THX RACHELL <33
i'll pay u bak in CNY x.x

ytd's dream was fucking crap
it was abt going bck to schl and how i 4got to do everything
diu
=.=''

-----キョウ★

---Shinsoukyoku~Variant Jihad~★

2008-12-10T07:19:00.000-08:00

-Just Jesus pray, Jihad spell.
-Sheltered, Sacrafice.
-It's not who excluding the...
-Idea of stranger appearance.
-That arose from.
-Cohesion of which it goes mad.
-This Jihad inside.
-A tragic scene though it sees.
-What do you think?

again...random english bits stringed 2gether by meh x.x

ZOMG 2DAY IS A BADDD DAY.
ok FIRST i didnt have time to draw hiko sama a card T.T
maybe i'll do her one 2mr

SECONDLY
my hair dyeing FAILED
diu
couldnt go red cuz i needed to bleach it
and the guy said that its gonna KILL my hair quality to bleach
now its like..half reddish
NOW my mom's like staring so close at my head that i wanna slap her

and she's telling me stuff that i like dun care abt=.=''
DIU

well
2day in audi was fun at least x.x
me and rach were being gay again <3
and JC refused to help come cpl cuz we didnt have enuff people x.x
haiiizzzz

mahh

HAPPY BDAY HIKO SAMA <3

yea yea i'll make her a card 2mr x.x

IM SO GONNA BLEACH MY HAIR FUCKING BLONDE IN THE SUMMER LIKE RUKI

oh yea, i have a new obsession - ATTIC

ZOMFG JUN LOOKS HOT <3

here goes my NEW list of guys

1: Ruki [the GazettE]
2. Riku [Chariots]
3. Jui [VIdoll]
4. Jun [Attic]

hmm i guess those were the only changes x.x

oh i had some rly random dream ytd x.x
some shit like how i had to marry a random guy cuz parents said so x.x

its was REALLY gay

oh...and i thought of Matty in the dream x.x
rmb him appearing somewhere but dun rmb WHERE
lawls

lets hot 2nite's dream is dedicated him Fatty Matty <3

-----キョウ★

---Unknown Zero Distance★

2008-12-09T06:50:00.000-08:00

-No please
-But see last seed...forever
-I can see your sin
-I can see your seed
-I just get believe, endless story
-Send your phobia...
-Stay nil distance

ok those werent exactly the lyrics x.x
they are just PART of it LOL

ive OFFICIALLY became an audi freak =.=''
2mr is Hiko sama's bday =)
and its the day im getting a new hairstyle=.=''
lets hope it doesnt get fcked ;s

mahh...people are gonna laugh at it anyways LOL =.=''

after phantasmagoria disbanded, Riku (my 2nd fav guy after ruki <3) joined the chariots x.x
and they ROCK XDDD
Riku is <3333333333 ;3

had fun in audi...made ALOT of money haha XDD
thx to Rachell <333

and BvG turned frm boys vs girls to boys vs gays x.x
me n rachell started acting gay on guy chars and everyone left=.=''
wtf man..they're so dam against gay people <\3

ZOMMGGG I HAD A DREAM ABT MATTY LAST NIGHT
IT WAS <333333333333333333333333333333333
<3333333333
ULTIMATELY <333333333333

muahaha its ok, i didnt rape him in mah dream x.x

im gonna hope i dream abt him again 2night =)

oh...and i couldnt be bothered to take ss in audi=.=''
maybe next time..its well be the gay team
still the same people in rl O-o (me, rachell and JC)
but on diff chars haha
POOPIE (me), xNOOBASS (Rachell), InOrder (JC)
muahahaahhahahahahaha
the Dance Pose is like humping air ROFLMAOZZZZZZZZ

and then everytime me n rachell play club dance 2gether (one of us go on girl char)
when we win, we always do dance XDD

the song Champion by Cy (116 bpm) is sooo dam funny XDD
the guy keeps on saying Nigga==
well
its not supposed to be nigga
its some korean word that SOUNDS like nigga LOL
all rachell's fault x.x

now i laugh everytime i listen to it haha

lets hope for another sweet dream tonight <3

-----キョウ★　

---Life is Like a Boat★

2008-12-06T23:15:00.000-08:00

-Nobody knows who I really am.
-I never felt this empty before.
-And if I ever need someone to come along.
-Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?
-Nobody knows who I really am.
-Maybe they just don't give a damn.
-But if I ever need someone to come along.
-I know you would follow me and keep me strong.

mahh..back into emo mood i guess?
This is the first time i actually asked myself
"Is Matt really gone?"
and i realised that after 3 months
I still havent accepted the fact that I will never see him again.

Maybe I'm lucky that no one in real life knows.
Then I don't have to give explanations to everyone.
It's better that way.
When people treat you normally.
You can act normally.
And temporarily forget all the sad things that are kept inside you.
Until you're alone.
The chamber of all sadness is unlocked.
It all comes rolling out.
Unstoppable and inevitable.

Matty <3

Silky Aiai<3

Elie3173H

ChuChuTrain

no he's not my dar==''

Is it just me or do all nice things die fast? ____>
being emo or being mad kills braincells apparently O-o
"stop being pissed. Ur IQ dips"
XDD

Mahh even though i miss old frds.
Thanks to Winter, Woodie and a bunch of RL frds who dunno my blog XDD
For keeping up with my extreme pissiness and emo-ness =P

Oh and i have a new love haha XDD
its..AUDITON =D

Met Rachel twin on AUDI even though we were frds on msea.
What a suprise XDD
Had GREAT fun playing BUBP with Rachel, JC , Fatty, Fatty's Dar and Sin XDD
we DRAINED them <3
even though JC and sin and rachel did all d work =P

i WILL take a pic of us the BLACK team (Rachel, Me and JC) next time =)

LOVE to all friends and buddies =D

-----キョウ★

---Cockroach★

2008-12-05T03:27:00.000-08:00

-Trash Smell,.
-Natural born trash human,.
-Natural born worthless fellow,.
-Natural born rebel spirit,.

OMG YAYYYYYY all the stress-ful exams are over XDD
getting new haircut next week ;3 hope it turns out right =\

muahaha i gt a new obsession XDD
RIKU HAHAHAHAH XDD
look carefully, its riku not ruki ;3
even though ruki is <333333333>3<>__>
then it hit meh : WHY NOT DRAW HIKO'S DRAFT CARD NOW?
well...i ended up chucking it into the bin...but thats not the point ;3
Im still thinking if i shld put "Hiko THE ROCK" or "Hiko - Rock no kami sama"
Mahh..she is my idol after all =D

Why ruki isnt my idol?
he's a guy
i guess that explains it
=.=''
even though ruki has habits like meh muahahaha XDD

ahhhh riku *A*
well...he aint exactly hot looking
but his smile is <3333333 *3*
anyways, its his voice that counts XDD

---Silly God Disco★

2008-12-02T02:49:00.000-08:00

-I swore at that time
--I will walk like that shines highest
---There is no fear
----It gets over though there is a painful day too
-----Now let's go
------The wing expands and goes
-------To look for freedom and the glory
--------The world that extends to the place waits surely for you

This is maybe why the reason i didnt go run off my building or the IFC XDD
I will walk life that shines highest, i will do good in my studies.
It's what you wanted to do and have done
I would have loved to continue what you havent finished
But sadly, my talents dont lie in biochem
Mah...i will try hard and get into London School of Economic =)
or Hong Kong University =P
KYOU'S LOSE WEIGHT CAMPAIGN STARTS TODAY

fuck school man, they said they;re giving us healthy food

but wad do i get from eating it for a week?

5 KG GAIN, DIU

ooh and i ATTEMPTED to make an uruha on audi O-o

Mahh the clothes are ok but i couldnt find the right expression and hair..so..i just put wad i tot looked nice XDD

hm...and time to show off my gazette posters on my room =D

yes...ignore my weird painting which i did 5 years ago plz=.='' its sux lawls

yes that poster is gazette...though the resolution is kinda weird

and there's a rozen maiden one and a calender..yes..very jrock..?

lawls =.=''

FOOD TECH EXAM 2MR NOOOOOOOOOO

Well...i will do my best but i SUCK at food tech
AND i havent done ANY revision =s
oh well =p

-----キョウ★

---Filth in the Beauty★

2008-11-30T21:13:00.000-08:00

-Closet mind is distorted instability
--Please release me before breaking
---How long, how long, how long in humiliation
----The countless fatal scare was born.
-----The final art is you dead face.

ENGLISH LANGUAGE MOCK DONE =D
ok i did crap...=.=''

diu..it was so gay..write the fcking passage into an interview...=.=''
in order to cheer myself up
i shall share my top 10s with everyone XDD

KYOU's top 10 visual kei bands

1: the GazettE

2:VIdoll

3: KISAKI PROJECT feat. Jui

4: Phantasmagoria

5: Danger☆Gang

6: SuG

7: Nightmare

8: 12012

9: Kagrra

10: Alice Nine

Mah...its hardly suprising that the bands Ruki and Jui are in are top ;3
muahaha ruki's gold pants XDD
Morimori plz try not to drool at waka and uruha's thighs O-o

-----キョウ★

Supposed to be revising BUT...=P

mah..revising is boring and i've got a headache
im supposedly drunk from eating too much melty kiss rum chocos O-o

Mahh...had a dream abt Fatty Matty last night O-o
haiiz..so mny beloved have left me this year..

COME BAK~~~my 11 cute little soft and fluffy hamsters T_T
Mahh...i woke up in the middle of d night and felt like you were next to meh Matty =)
maybe u havent 4gotten abt me after all XDD

-----キョウ★

---Taion★

2008-11-29T23:53:00.000-08:00

-A wintry sky and the broken streetlight, cold wind
--Unknown shadow the footprint of desertion
---Freedom was taken
----If it wakes up a gloomy ceiling
-----A laughing voice sinks in the eardrum it is soiled
------And violent rapes me

-------An understanding is impossible

Its time for...KYOU's top 10s

KYOU's top 10 hot jrokers

1: Ruki [the GazettE]

2: Jui [VIdoll]

3: Miyawaki Wataru [12012]

4: Uruha [the GazettE]

5: Sakito [Nightmare]

6: Kai [the GazettE]

7: Takeru [SuG]

8: Saga [Alice Nine]

9: Tora [Alice Nine]

10: Ni~ya [Nightmare]

KYOU's top 10 songs

1: LEECH [the GazettE]

2: Guren [the GazettE]

3: Cassis [the GazettE]

4: Kosou [KISAKI PROJECT feat. Jui]

5: Blue Star [Vidoll]

6: Filth in the Beauty [the GazettE]

7: Bastard [VIdoll]

8: Actuate Eden [Phantasmagoria]

9: Love Scream Party [SuG]

10: Calm Envy [the GazettE]

Yes i know..its extreme gazette spam o-o

KYOU's top 10 jrock singers

1: Ruki [the GazettE] - he can scream, he can sing, he has a nice low sexy voice O-o what more can i ask for? XDD

2: Hyde [L'arc~en~Ciel] - he has a nice voice...well..the whole world thinks so too XDD

3: Gackt - HE IS SMEEXXXXXIIII and a nice low voice too =P vanilla is addictive o-o

4: Riku [Phantasmagoria] - mago is awesome..too bad they spilt..his voice is just <3333>

5: Jui [VIdoll] - his voice can be describes as "beautiful" i guess O-o peaceful sound XD

6: Isshi [Kagrra] - high voice but its nice..esp in utakata XDD has a somewhat nice tune shld i say?

7: Waka [Danger☆Gang] - GIRL POWER XDD her voice is quite low but i like it..and she can sing, she can scream...and somehow..she made morimori fall inlove with her XDD

8: YOMI [Nightmare] - AHHHHH nice voice..but his voice kinda shakes lol...i noticed it in gianism shichi =X

9: Miyawaki Wataru [12012] - mah...his voice is quite nice but not reli my style..it sounded nice in icy cold city but kinda weird in heart O-o

10: Maya [LM.C] - his voice is boyish shld i say? Its abit high for wad i like =x well i only have one song by LM.C and that Oh My Juliet XD

KYOU's top 10 PVs

1: Cassis [the Gazette]

2: Blue Star [VIdoll]

3: Hyena [the GazettE]

4: Lost in Blue [Nightmare]

5: Actuate Eden [Phantasmagoria]

6: Kosou [KISAKI PROJECT feat. Jui]

7: Love Scream Party [SuG]

8: Zakurogata no Yuuutsu [the GazettE]

9: Guren [the GazettE]

10: Judea [exist†trace]

Yes my bad that its always the same songs=.=''
BUT RUKI IS <3333333>

-----キョウ★

-----------------------------------
UPDATE XDDDDDDDDDDD
Kisaki project ROXXXX <333
i wanna ass rape that dude who said kisaki sux
KISAKI IS AWESUM MAN
maahhh..i shld revise for sci now
i like...failed my past paper T.T

---Cassis★

2008-11-29T06:07:00.000-08:00

-明日あなたの気持ちが離れてもきっと変わらず愛している
--明日あなたに僕が見えなくてもきっと変わらず愛している。
---I will walk together, the future not promised to yet
----It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are...

I really miss you Fatty Matty.
Whenever i listen to this song, it reminds me of the days we have spent together
Through happy days, sad days, weird days.
Days where we talked about random things, days where we argued over pointless issues.
But what is important is that you were there by my side.

Sadly now, you are here no more.
I can still vividly remember every moment we have spent together.
Every pervy joke I have told you.
Every poem or rhyme which you wrote for me.
Everytime you told me how much you loved me.

I feel sad and regretful when i think about you.
I regret how I haven't talked to you for 2 months because you were busy.
It's sad how I didnt get to say to you "sayonara".

How I wish you were still here.
Helping me study for my exams.
Listening to my problems and troubles.
And just simply being there when i need you the most.

Maybe we will meet again in another life.
Maybe next time I will die before you.
And maybe next time, it will be a happy ending.

Above all

---I love you <3

---Rest in peace, Fatty Matty <3

Ahh dam im getting all emo=.=''
THE SCI PAPERS ARE DAM HARD D:
oh god i tried one 2day..got like...62%=.=''
Oh well at least tat shld be an A ROFLMAOZ

Mahh...i helped morimori make his blog so he shld worship meh XDD
Anyone wanna know how hard the papers are?o-o
Ok here is a random question =3=
When sound signals need to be transmitted over long distances, they are first converted to radio waves. The radio waves are modulated.
Explain what is meant by modulation.
WTTFFFF MANNNNNNN
wtf is modulation=.=''
*looks stupid*

Oh i realised how crap my nails look without nail-polish on O-o
i removed them cuz i cant be bothered to put them on again every 3 days
Dam my nails grow too fast=.=''

and..COFFEE DOES NOT WAKE PEOPLE UP
I drank like..a TANK of coffee
i still feel like sleeping=.=''

maahhhh
my dad agreed to lemme learn guitar for 1 week in guangzhou =DD
WOOOPPPPEEEEEEEE *jumps around dancing*

and my gazette poster fell down=.=''
screw that and i didnt even notice it O-o
Blue-tak has FAILED me..NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I feel less pressured by parents 2day cuz they said that "its just a mock"
Which is..a good thing a guess O-o
Now back to my beloved revision =3=

-----キョウ★

---Burial Applicant★

2008-11-28T03:24:00.000-08:00

-Hello, my dear, kill me, gently.

--A burned body doesn't leave you.

---Judea★

2008-11-27T02:23:00.000-08:00

-Folded bodies... room of reek floating
--Dimly sense... slightly a suicide desire
---Let me free... there's chain strangle entrails
----Let me free... there's chain all over my heart

-----Dance in Restrain
-------HAPPY BDAY MALLY [exist†trace]

Wood is a retard =)
OMG MOCKS IN 3 DAYS
*has a panic attack*

Just got told by my physics teacher that i revised in the wrong way T_T
NOOOOOOOOOOO
*runs into wall*

I FINALLY finished editting my layout =D
The headings were sooo dam girly=.=''

Hm..havent seen Ryou-san online..
OMG he still HASNT made up his mind about his name

Nightmare's new single NAKED LOVE will be released on the 3rd of December =)
VIdoll's new single Maimu will be released on the 10th of December =DD
Lets hope that they're good xD

i listened to the anime version of NAKED LOVE and YOMI didnt sound like YOMI=.=''
or maybe its juz cuz youtube has crap sound quality XDD

Downloaded the album Bastard by VIdoll yesterday but hasnt listened to it yet O-o
*goes and listens to it*

COUNT DOWN TO MOCKS
GAMBATEH MINA <3

-----キョウ★

---Blue Star★

2008-11-26T02:42:00.001-08:00

--I am happy to meet you
---you are my destiny
----so i sing this song for you

The first three lines are the best =P

*sigh*
iTunes got stuffed today and i had to delete alot of songs T__T
EXTREME GAZETTE SPAMMAGE XDD

Tomorrow is Mally [exist+trace] の birthday XDD
EARLY HAPPY BDAY =D
Its gonna be Hiko-sama's soon
maybe i should draw something for her @_@

AHHH more revision T.T
realised in bio today that the things i revised..i couldnt remember any of it =.=''

ahhh*scratched head*
oh well i shall continue revising history O-o
【We love HISTORY =D】

Ryou san wanted to change his name @_@
OMG he's picky T.T

Good luck to everyone on their MOCKS XDD
Ryou san please make up your mind T_T

-----キョウ★