Friday, 9 January 2009

君は抜け殻の壊れた蟲
頭が欠けたまま溺れてる

縛られた心の底から
飼い殺されてるよ
「感覚は夢を浮上してるようで」
想像上の痛みなどより
現実の孤独は耐え難い
「そして灰に行き着くの」
口から零れたその悲想が
君を覆いつくす

最期に見えた君に重なる
絵が示す意図は何を望むの
「羽無き蝶　落ちるImageを」
鬱向く無言の影に触れられない
理解り合えぬ故に朽ちる嘆き

揺れる身体に刺さる　君が生まれた曰の風
温もりは覚えてるかい「せめて　」
背負った物は消えぬけど
また笑えるその「いつか」を
どこかで求めていて

So long me
どれだけ自分責め殺しても
どれだけ背負う物憎んでも
何一つも手に入らない

最期に見えた君は抱えきれぬ
孤独の底　竦んだ足を
「踏み出して　さぁ朽ちるImageを」
鬱向く逆さの影は二度と消えず
塵となった故に朽ちぬ痛み

曰の当たらぬ場所を愛し
地に這う蟻が群がり喰らう
嫉妬にも似た羨みと
哀れみ滲む君の影を

Lmao audi-ed 2day with JC and Rei-chan XD
HARD GAY TEAM FTW BABY <3

FINALLY FINISHED WATCHING GAZETTE CONCERT
SO FIAKING GOOD ZOMG
Ruki was awesome the whole way thru ;d
and riding a bike backstage...
---the above was written yesterday (9th of Jan)---

ok now TODAY
was Nozi's bday party 2day XDD
THE FOOD WAS GOOD MUAHAHAHAA
and killing ppl on her PS3 was fun too ;3

2MR IS MY BDAY BIATCHED, U BETTER RMB IT;D

while i was watching the GazettE Decomposition Beauty Tour Final Meaningless Art That People Showed, i took screenshots of them backstage XDD
MAINLY OF RUKIIIII ;DD

Ruki lieing on the couch just after arriving at like 9 am XD

Sexy guitarists practicing backstage XDD

Reita showing Ruki what he can do XDD

Kai working stuff out with techinitions ;3
As the leader i guess its his duty to do that x.x

Ruki showing the audience what is about to be put onto uru's guitar..
HIS SMILE IS SEXYYYYY ;DD
AND THE THING THAT IS GOING TO BE STUCK ONTO URU'S GUITAR LOOKS GOOD TOO <3
BLACK MORAL ;D

Ruki riding a bike backstage ._.''
Ahhh he's such a retard ;33333

Huddle the GazettE style b4 going into the concert XDD

OMG RUKI IS HAAWWWWWTTTTTTT

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!

X-JAPAN IS COMING TO HK !!
shld i go or shld i not go?
Im not reli a fan cuz i dun have any of their songs
But as the beginner of visual kei, i think i shld go watch x.x

Stuff i thought of 2day:

Corspe of a broken body
Sorrow which will never be understood
Behind the door is a voice unknown
"Why?" will never be answered to

-----カエデ★