Saturday, 6 December 2008

-Nobody knows who I really am.
-I never felt this empty before.
-And if I ever need someone to come along.
-Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?
-Nobody knows who I really am.
-Maybe they just don't give a damn.
-But if I ever need someone to come along.
-I know you would follow me and keep me strong.

mahh..back into emo mood i guess?
This is the first time i actually asked myself
"Is Matt really gone?"
and i realised that after 3 months
I still havent accepted the fact that I will never see him again.

Maybe I'm lucky that no one in real life knows.
Then I don't have to give explanations to everyone.
It's better that way.
When people treat you normally.
You can act normally.
And temporarily forget all the sad things that are kept inside you.
Until you're alone.
The chamber of all sadness is unlocked.
It all comes rolling out.
Unstoppable and inevitable.

Matty <3



Silky Aiai<3






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ChuChuTrain


no he's not my dar==''


Is it just me or do all nice things die fast? ____>
being emo or being mad kills braincells apparently O-o
"stop being pissed. Ur IQ dips"
XDD

Mahh even though i miss old frds.
Thanks to Winter, Woodie and a bunch of RL frds who dunno my blog XDD
For keeping up with my extreme pissiness and emo-ness =P

Oh and i have a new love haha XDD
its..AUDITON =D

Met Rachel twin on AUDI even though we were frds on msea.
What a suprise XDD
Had GREAT fun playing BUBP with Rachel, JC , Fatty, Fatty's Dar and Sin XDD
we DRAINED them <3
even though JC and sin and rachel did all d work =P

i WILL take a pic of us the BLACK team (Rachel, Me and JC) next time =)


LOVE to all friends and buddies =D