Monday, 22 December 2008
Cant be bothered to find lyrics 2day x.x
no time to=.=
HAPPY EARLY XMAS EVERYONE
oh yea...now time to post a pic of my attempt at kai's hair x.x
epic failz?
YES EPIC FAILZ
i didnt even have a fiaking straightener at that time=.=
and hair was abit too short...
ITS EVEN SHORTER NOW T.T
dont comment on my fugly face plz=.=
-----カエデ★
Sunday, 21 December 2008
I ask you it, have you tasted sorrow?
The feelings are deeper than death...
Teach it, why doesn't Tragedy have an end?
Why is it?
Is it punishment in proportion to a crime?
Laws cannot heal pains all the time.
Can you deny it?
Even if time passes, the wound does not fade.
Before distortions increase.
Please command death penalty.
Discussion is not necessary.
Carry out death penatly early!
The weak of a red mask.
Hell Drawing.
The crowd who is confused.
The follower who does not die out.
The coward of red eyes.
Hell drawing.
The crowd who is confused.
Hey coward, PLEASE DIE.
The feelings are deeper than death...
Teach it, why doesn't Tragedy have an end?
Why is it?
Is it punishment in proportion to a crime?
Laws cannot heal pains all the time.
Can you deny it?
Even if time passes, the wound does not fade.
Before distortions increase.
Please command death penalty.
Discussion is not necessary.
Carry out death penatly early!
The weak of a red mask.
Hell Drawing.
The crowd who is confused.
The follower who does not die out.
The coward of red eyes.
Hell drawing.
The crowd who is confused.
Hey coward, PLEASE DIE.
Ahh i juz love this song XDD
and the lyrics actually make sense x.x
looks like Ruki chan's english improved XDD
IM LEAVING ON TUESDAY AND WONT BE BACK UNTIL 8 DAYS LATER T.T
miss me plawks ;3
then kaede sama will feel loved XDD
Why did i change my name?
bcuz the lead of Dir en Grey is called Kyo
which it too similar to mine.
I REALLY do not wanna get flamed.
And for some reason, i dont like 1 syllabel names anymore x.x
Kaede is better ;D
it might change agn so dun get pissed x.x
mahh i cant be bothered to upload pictures this time so NEVERMIND
i will be getting my guitar in the xmas holidays ;)
SO ANTICIPATE IT
KAEDE SAMA'S GUITAR <3
and the lyrics actually make sense x.x
looks like Ruki chan's english improved XDD
IM LEAVING ON TUESDAY AND WONT BE BACK UNTIL 8 DAYS LATER T.T
miss me plawks ;3
then kaede sama will feel loved XDD
Why did i change my name?
bcuz the lead of Dir en Grey is called Kyo
which it too similar to mine.
I REALLY do not wanna get flamed.
And for some reason, i dont like 1 syllabel names anymore x.x
Kaede is better ;D
it might change agn so dun get pissed x.x
mahh i cant be bothered to upload pictures this time so NEVERMIND
i will be getting my guitar in the xmas holidays ;)
SO ANTICIPATE IT
KAEDE SAMA'S GUITAR <3
dont slap me if it ends out shit=.=
WTF IS UP WITH BLOGSPOT?
THEY KEEP DELETING WAD I TYPED
FIAK IT
GRRR i cant be bothered to retype x.x
the main message was...
MORIKI, YOU AND MITSUKI'S PICK WILL COME TO U IN CNY IN SOME WAY THAT I WILL THINK OF
THEY KEEP DELETING WAD I TYPED
FIAK IT
GRRR i cant be bothered to retype x.x
the main message was...
MORIKI, YOU AND MITSUKI'S PICK WILL COME TO U IN CNY IN SOME WAY THAT I WILL THINK OF
-----カエデ★
Tuesday, 16 December 2008
-Drowning in the rain i ask myself.
-If i didnt have a heart, just how much would i get out of this?
-The paper wound around.
-The chocking scent of men.
-When i count the number of wounds you toyed with.
-It becomes my agony.
-Unable to escape.
-Sorrowful dirty of me.
-No one will ever love me now.
-Goodbye, living has gotten tough.
-Someone please save...
誰かあたしを助けて下さい…
このままじゃ凍えてしまうわ...
ZOMG IM READDICTED TO THIS SONG XDD
lol i was bored so i made a BS pic x.x
OF ME AND MATTY <33
lol i made it brighter so it looks like a dream XD
Hopefully at xmas i'll see matt flying down like an archangel should XD
Interested in my extreme no lifer doing? ;)
i made some other BS pictures x.x 
Waiting for the ship to go TRAVELLING ;D
YAY exploring XDD
lol i made pics of diff stages of our looks x.x this was stage 2 ;)
lol stage 3..i hate to say it but..its the final stage.
where we will stay like this forever :')
ahh the old happy days x3
OH SHIT
2DAY WAS A FIAKING CRAP DAY
yesterday..everything was A.
2day..EVERYTHING WAS B T.T
fiak chinese and english =.=
ZOMG
WAD IF 2MR
EVERYTHING'S A C?
THEN THE DAY AFTER ITS D?
zomg...im gonna have a mental break down if i get anything below B on my report T.T
oh here's some weird comic that matt made ages ago XDD
its reli random but we all look nice ;3
oh shit it wont fit=.=
oh well...click on it to see the full one XD
---キョウ★
Monday, 15 December 2008
-Hey you!
-Dramatic coating.
-Goodbye! You've got real.
-Atarashii story.
-Let's practic dreamer.
JUN IS <33333333
<3333333333
<3333333333
oh and i realised how much i LOVE ruki after i eh...uhm...reread wad i wrote on my profile on youtube..
LOLWUT?
ZOMG I GT GRADE A FOR SCIENCE AND HISTORY
and 85% for IB MATHS TEST!!
looks like the nerding has paid off =D
mahh i think i failed english
i mean DUDE everyone wrote like 4 pages and i only wrote 1=.=
well FUCK english ;P
Hizaki is now my new idol <3
WOOD IS GAY =D
2day was....ok i guess?
mahh
mahh
HOPE I ACTUALLY MANAGE TO SLEEP TONIGHT
diu couldnt sleep agn last night =.=
*is currently listening to Filth in the Beauty*
its like almost holidays and my head is like IN THE AIR OK?
i like...4get to do everything and i slack at everything now=.=
aiyo fiak
havent down maths hwk
oh well diu=.=
oh my mom gt a new sony ericsson phone x.x
i was ABOUT to use it but changing phones would mean i will lose all my test messages and phone numbers D:
phone numbers..i cant be bothered to re-save.
AND THE MESSAGES.
I DONT WANNA LOSE MESSAGE FRM MATT T.T
so yea...i ended up using my old (crappy?) phone lol
the screen is KINDA cracked but..OHWELL ;)
-----キョウ★
Friday, 12 December 2008
-Lay a person under a spell.
-Marvelous.
-Pray.
-Hold up.
-Believer.
-Brainwash.
-Founder.
-Agitate.
-Religion.
-Faith! Respect god.
mah...he screams all of that x.x
SOUNDS GOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDD
Went shopping in MK with nozi, kack and linda x.x
BOUGHT ALOT OF STUFF <333
Here is wad i gt x.x
1. TWO visual kei magazine - SHOXX and Cure
i would have bought the godly neo genesis magazine IF only they had gazette in it=.=
mahh CURE HAD CHARIOTS AS COVER <333333333333
2. The GazettE guitar pick -Uruha's
too bad its white x,x
the black one was reita's bass pick.
3. Hm...whats it called=.='' oh well..lets just say, VK style choker necklace and bracelet ^^''
looks crap here but look better when its buckled 2gether and put on something x.x
but i cant take a good picture with it bucked lol
4. Higurashi Manga XD
the drawings of these 2 editions suck=.=
but..the other 2 that i bought 2 weeks ago
the drawing ROCKS XDD
5. NEW VK BOOTS <3
Why did i get the white one?
bcuz the back one looks crap x.x
7. ALOT of VK card thingies. Mainly the GazettE ;D
i gt a new hoodie and a new wooly jumper thingy
cant be bothered to take a pic x.x
why is there some uruha pictures?
bcuz im being nice and bought them for moriki x.x
OH YEA AND I GT HEAPS OF CANDIE TOO <333333
-----キョウ★
Thursday, 11 December 2008
-Imagine destiny and dream Venus.
-My fucking reality and bad dream darling.
-Break out sight of me...sure.
-Can you see hope?
aahh diu
no more english bits
=.=''
i WILL post up my new top 10 with pictures x.x
it juz changed too much haha
now time for pictures of mah new haircut frm ytd
ITS GONNA LOOK FUGLY
DUN SHOCK PLZ
-Warning-
If u have a weak heart, dun look x.x
Before
After
dun tell me it didnt change much=.=''
ITS SO MUCH SHORTER MAN
stands up by itself without any hair products=.=''
oh and i gt a new hair straighterner <3
cost me a fucking bomb
cuz works nice <3
going shopping 2mr with a BUNCH of frds =.=''
yes i will take a pic of everything i buy x.x
(likely to be vk magazines XDD)
i had a whole day until now without rachell
DAM LONELY LEH
oh and she gave me 10k cash for d marriage x,x
THX RACHELL <33
i'll pay u bak in CNY x.x
ytd's dream was fucking crap
it was abt going bck to schl and how i 4got to do everything
diu
=.=''
-My fucking reality and bad dream darling.
-Break out sight of me...sure.
-Can you see hope?
aahh diu
no more english bits
=.=''
i WILL post up my new top 10 with pictures x.x
it juz changed too much haha
now time for pictures of mah new haircut frm ytd
ITS GONNA LOOK FUGLY
DUN SHOCK PLZ
-Warning-
If u have a weak heart, dun look x.x
Before
After
dun tell me it didnt change much=.=''
ITS SO MUCH SHORTER MAN
stands up by itself without any hair products=.=''
oh and i gt a new hair straighterner <3
cost me a fucking bomb
cuz works nice <3
going shopping 2mr with a BUNCH of frds =.=''
yes i will take a pic of everything i buy x.x
(likely to be vk magazines XDD)
i had a whole day until now without rachell
DAM LONELY LEH
oh and she gave me 10k cash for d marriage x,x
THX RACHELL <33
i'll pay u bak in CNY x.x
ytd's dream was fucking crap
it was abt going bck to schl and how i 4got to do everything
diu
=.=''
-----キョウ★
Wednesday, 10 December 2008
-Just Jesus pray, Jihad spell.
-Sheltered, Sacrafice.
-It's not who excluding the...
-Idea of stranger appearance.
-That arose from.
-Cohesion of which it goes mad.
-This Jihad inside.
-A tragic scene though it sees.
-What do you think?
again...random english bits stringed 2gether by meh x.x
ZOMG 2DAY IS A BADDD DAY.
ok FIRST i didnt have time to draw hiko sama a card T.T
maybe i'll do her one 2mr
SECONDLY
my hair dyeing FAILED
diu
couldnt go red cuz i needed to bleach it
and the guy said that its gonna KILL my hair quality to bleach
now its like..half reddish
NOW my mom's like staring so close at my head that i wanna slap her
and she's telling me stuff that i like dun care abt=.=''
DIU
well
2day in audi was fun at least x.x
me and rach were being gay again <3
and JC refused to help come cpl cuz we didnt have enuff people x.x
haiiizzzz
mahh
HAPPY BDAY HIKO SAMA <3
yea yea i'll make her a card 2mr x.x
IM SO GONNA BLEACH MY HAIR FUCKING BLONDE IN THE SUMMER LIKE RUKI
oh yea, i have a new obsession - ATTIC
ZOMFG JUN LOOKS HOT <3
here goes my NEW list of guys
1: Ruki [the GazettE]
2. Riku [Chariots]
3. Jui [VIdoll]
4. Jun [Attic]
hmm i guess those were the only changes x.x
oh i had some rly random dream ytd x.x
some shit like how i had to marry a random guy cuz parents said so x.x
its was REALLY gay
oh...and i thought of Matty in the dream x.x
rmb him appearing somewhere but dun rmb WHERE
lawls
lets hot 2nite's dream is dedicated him Fatty Matty <3
-----キョウ★
Tuesday, 9 December 2008
-No please
-But see last seed...forever
-I can see your sin
-I can see your seed
-I just get believe, endless story
-Send your phobia...
-Stay nil distance
ok those werent exactly the lyrics x.x
they are just PART of it LOL
ive OFFICIALLY became an audi freak =.=''
2mr is Hiko sama's bday =)
and its the day im getting a new hairstyle=.=''
lets hope it doesnt get fcked ;s
mahh...people are gonna laugh at it anyways LOL =.=''
after phantasmagoria disbanded, Riku (my 2nd fav guy after ruki <3) joined the chariots x.x
and they ROCK XDDD
Riku is <3333333333 ;3
had fun in audi...made ALOT of money haha XDD
thx to Rachell <333
and BvG turned frm boys vs girls to boys vs gays x.x
me n rachell started acting gay on guy chars and everyone left=.=''
wtf man..they're so dam against gay people <\3
ZOMMGGG I HAD A DREAM ABT MATTY LAST NIGHT
IT WAS <333333333333333333333333333333333
<3333333333
ULTIMATELY <333333333333
muahaha its ok, i didnt rape him in mah dream x.x
im gonna hope i dream abt him again 2night =)
oh...and i couldnt be bothered to take ss in audi=.=''
maybe next time..its well be the gay team
still the same people in rl O-o (me, rachell and JC)
but on diff chars haha
POOPIE (me), xNOOBASS (Rachell), InOrder (JC)
muahahaahhahahahahaha
the Dance Pose is like humping air ROFLMAOZZZZZZZZ
and then everytime me n rachell play club dance 2gether (one of us go on girl char)
when we win, we always do dance XDD
the song Champion by Cy (116 bpm) is sooo dam funny XDD
the guy keeps on saying Nigga==
well
its not supposed to be nigga
its some korean word that SOUNDS like nigga LOL
all rachell's fault x.x
now i laugh everytime i listen to it haha
lets hope for another sweet dream tonight <3
-----キョウ★
Saturday, 6 December 2008
-Nobody knows who I really am.
-I never felt this empty before.
-And if I ever need someone to come along.
-Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?
-Nobody knows who I really am.
-Maybe they just don't give a damn.
-But if I ever need someone to come along.
-I know you would follow me and keep me strong.
mahh..back into emo mood i guess?
This is the first time i actually asked myself
"Is Matt really gone?"
and i realised that after 3 months
I still havent accepted the fact that I will never see him again.
Maybe I'm lucky that no one in real life knows.
Then I don't have to give explanations to everyone.
It's better that way.
When people treat you normally.
You can act normally.
And temporarily forget all the sad things that are kept inside you.
Until you're alone.
The chamber of all sadness is unlocked.
It all comes rolling out.
Unstoppable and inevitable.
Matty <3
Silky Aiai<3
Elie3173H
ChuChuTrain
no he's not my dar==''
Is it just me or do all nice things die fast? ____>
being emo or being mad kills braincells apparently O-o
"stop being pissed. Ur IQ dips"
XDD
Mahh even though i miss old frds.
Thanks to Winter, Woodie and a bunch of RL frds who dunno my blog XDD
For keeping up with my extreme pissiness and emo-ness =P
Oh and i have a new love haha XDD
its..AUDITON =D
Met Rachel twin on AUDI even though we were frds on msea.
What a suprise XDD
Had GREAT fun playing BUBP with Rachel, JC , Fatty, Fatty's Dar and Sin XDD
we DRAINED them <3
even though JC and sin and rachel did all d work =P
i WILL take a pic of us the BLACK team (Rachel, Me and JC) next time =)
LOVE to all friends and buddies =D
-I never felt this empty before.
-And if I ever need someone to come along.
-Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?
-Nobody knows who I really am.
-Maybe they just don't give a damn.
-But if I ever need someone to come along.
-I know you would follow me and keep me strong.
mahh..back into emo mood i guess?
This is the first time i actually asked myself
"Is Matt really gone?"
and i realised that after 3 months
I still havent accepted the fact that I will never see him again.
Maybe I'm lucky that no one in real life knows.
Then I don't have to give explanations to everyone.
It's better that way.
When people treat you normally.
You can act normally.
And temporarily forget all the sad things that are kept inside you.
Until you're alone.
The chamber of all sadness is unlocked.
It all comes rolling out.
Unstoppable and inevitable.
Matty <3
Silky Aiai<3
Elie3173H
ChuChuTrain
no he's not my dar==''
Is it just me or do all nice things die fast? ____>
being emo or being mad kills braincells apparently O-o
"stop being pissed. Ur IQ dips"
XDD
Mahh even though i miss old frds.
Thanks to Winter, Woodie and a bunch of RL frds who dunno my blog XDD
For keeping up with my extreme pissiness and emo-ness =P
Oh and i have a new love haha XDD
its..AUDITON =D
Met Rachel twin on AUDI even though we were frds on msea.
What a suprise XDD
Had GREAT fun playing BUBP with Rachel, JC , Fatty, Fatty's Dar and Sin XDD
we DRAINED them <3
even though JC and sin and rachel did all d work =P
i WILL take a pic of us the BLACK team (Rachel, Me and JC) next time =)
LOVE to all friends and buddies =D
-----キョウ★
Friday, 5 December 2008
-Trash Smell,.
-Natural born trash human,.
-Natural born worthless fellow,.
-Natural born rebel spirit,.
OMG YAYYYYYY all the stress-ful exams are over XDD
getting new haircut next week ;3 hope it turns out right =\
muahaha i gt a new obsession XDD
RIKU HAHAHAHAH XDD
look carefully, its riku not ruki ;3
even though ruki is <333333333>3<>__>
then it hit meh : WHY NOT DRAW HIKO'S DRAFT CARD NOW?
well...i ended up chucking it into the bin...but thats not the point ;3
Im still thinking if i shld put "Hiko THE ROCK" or "Hiko - Rock no kami sama"
Mahh..she is my idol after all =D
Why ruki isnt my idol?
he's a guy
i guess that explains it
=.=''
even though ruki has habits like meh muahahaha XDD
ahhhh riku *A*
well...he aint exactly hot looking
but his smile is <3333333 *3*
anyways, its his voice that counts XDD
Tuesday, 2 December 2008
-I swore at that time
--I will walk like that shines highest
---There is no fear
----It gets over though there is a painful day too
-----Now let's go
------The wing expands and goes
-------To look for freedom and the glory
--------The world that extends to the place waits surely for you
--I will walk like that shines highest
---There is no fear
----It gets over though there is a painful day too
-----Now let's go
------The wing expands and goes
-------To look for freedom and the glory
--------The world that extends to the place waits surely for you
This is maybe why the reason i didnt go run off my building or the IFC XDD
I will walk life that shines highest, i will do good in my studies.
It's what you wanted to do and have done
I would have loved to continue what you havent finished
But sadly, my talents dont lie in biochem
Mah...i will try hard and get into London School of Economic =)
or Hong Kong University =P
KYOU'S LOSE WEIGHT CAMPAIGN STARTS TODAY
fuck school man, they said they;re giving us healthy food
but wad do i get from eating it for a week?
5 KG GAIN, DIU
ooh and i ATTEMPTED to make an uruha on audi O-o
Mahh the clothes are ok but i couldnt find the right expression and hair..so..i just put wad i tot looked nice XDD
hm...and time to show off my gazette posters on my room =D
yes...ignore my weird painting which i did 5 years ago plz=.='' its sux lawls
yes that poster is gazette...though the resolution is kinda weird
and there's a rozen maiden one and a calender..yes..very jrock..?
lawls =.=''
FOOD TECH EXAM 2MR NOOOOOOOOOO
Well...i will do my best but i SUCK at food tech
AND i havent done ANY revision =s
oh well =p
-----キョウ★
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